Happy Pig!

2012-02-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

just read smth on facebook which made my day ^^

【最佳恋人指数】第1名:射手座99分；第2名:白羊座85分；第3名:摩羯座81分；第4名:天蝎座76分；第5名:水瓶座68分；第6名:狮子座65分；第7名:双子座60分；第8名:双鱼座55分；第9名:天秤座43分；第10名:处女座35分；第11名:金牛座30分；第12名:巨蟹座15分。
-咿咿-

2012-02-05T18:59:00.001+08:00

AC ORIENTATION '12 ROCKS!

give me the n

2012-01-30T14:24:00.002+08:00

HARRO EVERYBURRY.
I woke up, saw my phone and realized that they posted me to ACJC.
for some weird reason, I feel so out of my element.

I went out with Noreen to watch Jack and Jill again anywhere....
but I didn't enjoy this time as much as I did with Shifu the day before..
maybe cuz second time doesn't work for jokes!

anw.. I'm extremely tired now.
felt abit guilty cuz I called Noreen out but the only thg that mattered to me then was the JAE.
HMM... so I'm hoping she'd have fun with WP.
SOOOOZZZZ... HOPE TO SEE FAMILIAR FACES TMR :)

BYEZ!

lazy lovely longing

2012-01-29T11:19:00.002+08:00

heyyoooo~
long time since I blogged!
to cut things short, since the 20th, I have been busy so far!

just got back from my krabi trip (24-27 Jan)
it was really good! i'm going to upload the pictures on facebook :D
the waters of the andaman sea is so crystal-clear!
at the deeper side of the ocean, it wasn't a dark blue but rather emerald!
really enjoyed the trip!
I even went for the thai massage, my v first!
painful but it really worked! my ache went away the next day ^^

then ytd, i went to noreen's hse to watch summer scent plus she also
helped me with my swan lake scores :)
i hope to be able to play swan lake soon and then go to schubert's serenade!
these two songs are really my favourite!

i love classicals because of the two songs... they are just really magical.
i can't stop using the word magical because i realized that there are no better word to express
the magic in my heart.
LOL i used it again!

hmm... after waiting for my mother to finish with her ironing, we are going downstairs
and i can bank in my new year's money!
this year's one's alot! im secretly happy ><

u know how we celebrate special occasions such as cny and mid-autumn every year but never seem to get facts right?
such as when is mid-autumn, or how much money u get during cny, or whats the story behind dumplings?
i always forget!
think i'll write down in some kind of journal so i can check back in 2013.

guess these doesnt really matter to others but it disturbs me that i don't know the meaning behind the traditions.
i am a chinese afterall!
and it'd be so embarassing if i marry an angmoh and when he asks, i'm like, o.o
and such stories are so fun to tell to little children ^^

ok. im going to stop blogging cuzzzz i still hafta bathe!
and it feels so badass not to capitalize my 'i's. LMAO it's not badass but it's unusual lah hahaha~
byebye blog, hello my shower.....

;) happy cny btw!

2012-01-23T00:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

HUAT AH EVERYONE!

rocks my world

2012-01-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

phew.. after jeslyn's bday party, wanping and limin took the very first train in the morning....
and we left for my hse where we slept till 11!
so tired...

anw, jenny jie came over too, and we played mahjong till i fell asleep!
they played shoot,shag,marry LOLOL;)

ok... so i just came back fr eating icecream with them and im damn tired now so keeping this post super short.
ok. goodnight world, peace out.
i love my grandmother.
she treated us to pizzas today. i love her ^^

often wondered, less spoken of

2012-01-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

it wasn't the way he showered expensive, luxury merchandise on her.

she knew how much he loved her, not by the amount of money he didn't think twice before spending on her, but the little gestures and kind words, that she knew, that he was the one.

he stood behind her with a protective stance, strong arms on her shoulder.

his hands rose to the loose strands of hair falling in front of her eyes. Gently, he tucked them neatly behind her ears.

when she was doing her health check, he insisted on being by her side.

but she insist against it, since injections were the most awkward times of her life.

he was sensitive enough not to press on further, but he didn't give up totally.

through the small glass window on the beige-coloured door, he stood there, eyes focused on only one person. Her.

as he saw the nurse wiping antiseptic on her slender arms, arms that tensed because she was afraid of what's coming next, he shivered.

will she really be fine? how I wished that I was the one taking the injection instead!

he tightly clenched his fist and watched helplessly and she gave a sharp squeal.

the scene was touching.

every single lady who witnessed the scene had their hearts semi-molten.

it was the very impact of a strong, dependable young man who watched over, broodily, the very feminine and beautiful girl whom he loved with his life.

and she could feel him even with her back not facing him.

he was always there.

she could also tell that he loved her.

he'll never choose a football match over a dinner with her.

he'll let her choose the tv channels and most importantly, let her lead the life she want, at her own pace.

there was absolutely no rushing with this guy. yet, he doesn't slow you down.

he was just in sync with every move of hers.

he wasn't the typical, concerned guy.

he cared genuinely for her! from a romantic at heart, he sent her poetry, so moving and heartfelt,

every single word aptly described the pair and every single piece of poetry strung a beat in her.

She loved how he run his fingers through her thick, black hair. They'd watch a geography channel, look at all the ducks waddling.. the rich jungles...

and her head would be on his warm laps as those pretty eyes of hers close slowly

while her breathing gradually gets slower and lighter.

he'd carry her, put the comforter over he, dim the lights and go outside to decrease the tv volume so that she won't be disturbed.

She was at ease. He was comfortable. They were happy.

Both outgoing and pleasant, both always optimistic and cheerful.

Never a dull moment, every single second a precious jewel gifted from God.

she knew how she could never find someone so right for her like him.

sincere, charming, generous, forgiving, kind, accepting, loving.

but he could never take it any further and give a proper recognition to what they were.

she didn't dare make the first move. it just wasn't ideal!

she wanted so badly to know her place in his heart, be given some form of acknowledgement.

she knew he loves her, so why won't he say it?

it's time for a start

2012-01-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

heyo!

I just got back my results yesterday! I GOT 9!!!!

I'm glad really :) I really really wanted good results and it isn't perfect but it's still so good to me :)

AND GUESS WHAT??

BELOVED QIAO GOT TOP 15!!! hahaha :')

I cheered like mad srsly. I'm so damn f-king happy cuz shes just been a good friend and all.

happy for the win :D

not everyone got good results, some people cried also.. but that's imminent lah.

still , there were so many more crying with happy tears in their eyes!

AND PIXIE! PIXIE GOT 9 TOO! it's srsly very magical! ;')

I'm just so grateful for all of this. :D

there was so many people there I was so happy to see.. esp Yuenleng!

tho tis time we will really not go to the same sch tgt, I'm thankful that I met her

and for all the fun memories accumulated over the years...

I was damn touched when she sounded honestly sad that we couldn't go to the same sch lah wtf.

I wished everyone could stay together..

SIGH. good times pass quickly.

ANYWAY! After we got results, ALOTTT of people came to my house!

Yuenleng, Jenny, Shifu, Wanping, Jiaxuan, Anqi, my brother and his friends all came over to

celebr8!

WHOOO!!!

LOVE THE DAY!

NANHUA ROCKS!!!!!

i want to be loved

2012-01-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

aghhhh despo liaooooo!
I want to be loved!!!!!!!!!
I heard my ahma say that she loves me for a million times today,
but I DECIDED. I WANT MOREEEE.

LOL. end my despo here lah, so disgraceful..

btw, my popo went for her cruise, so i guess I cant go to holland for awhile till shes back...

anw, these two days have been fun!
YESTERDAY, I went out with the amazing QIAOLIN!!!!!

I love qiaolin. she always makes me laugh and the best part?
is that we understand each other's humor! ^^
omg, was laughing at someones vain photos.. haha! and that someone has long black hair with
broad shoulders, wearing a white dress, and walking like a boss.
DAMN HILARIOUS!
giggled till i had to go to the toilet! HAHA!

anw, we went to starbucks and it was so nice! the ambience= SUPER DUPER
no one to disturb you... no one shouting like nobody's business...
everyone was just so peaceful and minding their own corporate businesses.
so we were the only ones fooling around there haha!

SOOOOOOO MANY THINGS TO TELL HER LAH!
too bad i still had to work so we didnt really have time...
but she told me abt her colleagues at her current workplace... sounds like a jungle there LOL!

ANYWAY~
today, I went to limin's hse for a SLEEPOVER!
karaoked with her till my lungs were bursting and I FELT GOOD!!!!
shibo was with us too! :D

then, we went out for supper with jenny jie and jiansheng!
haha, i really like their company!
it's so amazing bcuz i dont really hang out with them but after like one day, it feels like i knew them for my whole 16 years of life!

so comfortable...

anw, on our way to supper, i misguided shifu and ended up losing our way....
sorry shfiu.. tudi let you down!! >:

after my gooood supper, we sat on swings and yay! THE END!
they sent us home and I played warcraft with shibo.
i made a very very cool, sexy avatar and i named her 'ilovewolves' cuz shibo thinks tht the name should be smth that can turn people on.
and wolves turn me on!
but it failed lah hahaha.... how do ilovewolves turn u on?? xD

anw, i think my avatar was too sexy so LOTS of people started talking to me on warcraft~
LMAO.

warcraft soundtracks rock btw!
it's mystical and very touching. it reaches str8 for ur heart anyway.

last activity of the night.. AVATAR!
watched AVATAR with my shibo and shifu :D
LOLLL almost fell asleep but after 4, my brain started kicking into action and I pia till the end!
the show's nice!
want to describe but i think i wont do it justice got my descriptions never rock... :&

so the next day when i woke up, i went to SAVH return CDS, work somemore,
and in the evning, jenny, shibo and shifu came to my hse for mahjong :D
love mahjong like mad liao. so exciting and it allows interaction also so I think it's a very good game to play if you want to know ur friends better ^^

now they've just left so im blogging~

but i gtg now lah, it's late alr, 1 am...
tmr i hafta wake up early to acc my shifu to dye her hair black!
goodnight everyone! :D

2012-01-05T01:47:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ONEW!!!
So... recently, I've been busy with work...
but while I work, I can still watch videos on youtube.
so I watched hello baby shinee.
& I SAW ONEW!
omg, I used to love Taemin cuz he's cute and all, but Onew is so considerate and patient!
WHOA. mesmerized ttm..

plusplusplus I checked and found out that he is a Sagitarrius!! we are compatible hahahhahahaha! xD

BTW, I really love going out with Shibo & Shifu, also with Jenny jie and his brother :D
they are just so fun to be with!
& older people feels so patient and kind! wished we could go out every single day hahahahaa!

anw, it's 2am now haiz.... I gtg work! BB! :D

it's second

2012-01-02T01:05:00.002+08:00

hihiiiii! so it's the second day of the new year!

YAY~~~

feeling alittle tired after today but im still going strong!

went out to clementi mall w radiance before going for a jog with my mom :)

it's 1.15 am now... so late alr, shud be asleep but i've got insomniaaa....

oh well, watching SHINee's Hello Baby now.

it's so damn cute!

& it makes me want to have Onew as my husband and Taemin as a second one...

haha LOL!

they are all so special and funny, there's never a moment that's silent with them around!

wow.. wished my future husband will be smth like that...

ALRIGHT! going back to youtube now! ;) goodnight!

2012 is coming.......

2011-12-31T16:51:00.002+08:00

hey y'all mates! :)

i'm here to write this super short post.
i'm supposed to meet radiance at 5pm but my phone isnt charged sufficiently yet,
plus i dun really think she'll mind me being late so im still here at home! ^^

anw, we're going to JE l8r on... she said smth abt a countdown party there... o.o
hope it'll be cool :)

but i still think it's better if we cud just get my favourite sparkling ribenas and countdown in the car... AFTER swimming in mayfair!
it's like a tradition for me, you know.
still, it cud be a refreshing chg lah... haha hope to catch-up w her..

really can't w8 to tell her abt my holiday, so many things to say!
ok... i've said it, but have a happy new year's eve u guys! ^^

esp for the sec4s this yr, it's been a tough yr and we shud really celebr8 to make up for our health! :P

2012, here we GO! :D

2011-12-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

heyy I just wanna say A HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE TO YA'LL OUT THERE!

2011 is coming to an end and a new year is coming straight up...

so get your swag diaries out and start your resolutions! :D

I just love making lists of things to do!

Enjoy the day, enjoy your family, enjoy your friends, enjoy life!

winner takes all

2011-12-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

cool, chill, laid-back day today manz...

my first slack day of the week... phew~

woke up at an unhealthy 12pm to the sound of a phonecall

but when I picked up, the caller hung up. Worst, it was a private number.

ANYWAYZZZZ MY BELOVED READERS!

I think a gang is going to be formed....

THE MAHJONG GANG!

Shifu, Shibo, Jenny-jie came over to play mahjong! :D

damn fun I tell you! we talked and I heard abt the Weiquan joke fr Shibo that I almost forgot!

HAHA so incredibly funny xD

shifu's family is really nice and warm!

her parents treated me and jenny-jie to dinner before we all went up to my house...

I love this day ttm..

Though it wasnt like the rest of the week, it was really good in the sense that's its pure and

simple fun..

no spending money at all!

just purely talking, GAMBLING, laughing AND LAUGHING.

HAHA!

btw, jenny jie and me are the biggest winners ;)

enjoyed my day alot...

hope everyone else did too! :)

a week's summary

2011-12-30T12:59:00.004+08:00

hello barbies and kens!!

I'm here just for a quick post.... i'm going to SIGN UP for my card later!

anywayzz, im kinda confused as to what I did this week... this week went like lightning!

Sunday (xmas)- Auntie Jasmine's house

Monday (Boxing Day)- Orchard with Clique Atom!

Tuesday- Mahjong session with Nov friends

Wednesday- Sleepover at ZW's new hse (DAMN NICE CAN!)

The house... didn't feel like home at all. WOW. It was like a hotel room!

Nonetheless, I had alot of fun, we did a mini fashion walk in the room, funny ttm! xD

Besides, she got me nice souvenirs fr china! ;)

Thursday (ytd)- Nov outing @ ECP.

fun also! met up with the whole lot of them.... SO NOSTALGIC.

cycled abit.... and it felt more likea outing with WP cuz we kept talking secretly on the bike!

I absolutely love WP, her thinking and ideas are very unique...

and it's refreshing bcuz most of my friends have the same thinking and listening

can get kinda dry and plain sometimes :)

there was also ALOT of photo-taking!

ESP Anqi & Jeslyn, they were zilian-ing on the beach... haha!

Shifu tooooo! and shifu's famous words still linger on my mind... xoxo :D

Besides....

the attention-seeker of the day was .....

WPPPPPP!!!!!

the challenge of the day was to find a half-naked guy on the beach and get their number...

and yes... SHE DID IT!

SALUTE!

- Shopping with Felicia

After the beach outing, I was soaked. but thank god I had an extra dress so I wore it!

THENNN felicia accompanied me to hunt for jeans & clothes and shoes!

felt damn nasty BECAUSE, she was carrying my things for me and getting the right sizes...

so nice right? cancers are so maternal! xD

her child will be very lucky... that is if she does get married ;)

we went to charles and keith cuz she said that's one of her fave brands.

I saw one pair of leather sandals I like...it was a very warm brown.

but too bad the only one left was the display pair so I didn't get it!

sooooo thats abt it! we went to TeaBox afterward to discuss her problems and

basically just chitchat while we gobble all our food. we were STARVING!

then went back!

Thanks Felicia! ( if you can see this!! ^^)

After I went home ytd, I woke my mother up to let her analyze my shopping.

& she was shell-shocked LOL.

too many stuff I guess....

and she also apologized abt two days ago... so it was nice :)

I actually really respect my mother tho her words has hardly any impact on my nowadays..

but deep inside, I know how strong a woman she is and how hard it must be on her.

I don't like her mushiness but I know it's how she expresses her care and concern so...

YUP! Glad to have her as mom.

Moreover I cried my lungs out in front of her... damn embarrassing seeing that I hardly do

shed tears in public.

WHY? Cuz we were discussing abt deaths and wills.

walao, I used to have nightmares about dying you know!? AS A CHILD?

And also about vampires.

I was damn scared of vampires tht I couldn't sleep.

My mother said that a child like me with so much imagination was hard to handle when I was young...

OMG. and suddenly all of the nightmares abt those vampires came back ytd.

WTH. & I recalled why I was so afraid of vamps back then....

there was this cartoon called 'CATDOG' and this particular epi was abt the whole town turning

into vamps.

the producers suck manz! tht episode haunted me for life!

but anw.... it was nice....

talking to my mother was nice. :)

one thing i probably will never accept

2011-12-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

I think for now...

I can't accept people who change themselves to be someone they're not.

For the past few mths I've been thinking...

is it really ok to let myself continue being obsessed with being thin?

& after really pondering, I realized that if God wants me to be this chubby, I'd take it.

Maybe my future husband will like chubby people!

I don't mind myself exercising to keep fit so that my clothes fit better..

but dieting... probably not.

That's why I admire Demi Lovato so much!

she's comfortable with her current weight and size... and I think that's inspirational..

almost MAGICAL!

so I shall give myself a promise here!

I promise never to love myself any less..... and I promise to accept myself for me

and accept all the flaws I have too because it's a part of me! :D

for those cool and skinny girls, wearing trendy clothes but not being kind and nice, I won't care a hoot!

Because from now on, what I believe in won't be the worldwide obsession of being thin,

but on smth more cherish-able! My heart!

know why??

cuz now I stand by this sentence

Anyone shines much more just with God's blessings on His own creations- us. :)

plain and simple, no toppings, all natural!

He created us, perfect in his eyes!

happy days

2011-12-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

hello everyone! cheers to the festive season!

I wont elaborate much on my christmas but i have pics which speaks louder, right? :D

Sooo, I went to auntie jasmine hse for christmas!

conclusively, lots of fun with the little children...

the atmosphere was really there!

they were all happily ripping out their presents and ain't afraid to show their wrath!

Javier stomped off and threw his presents on the couch cuz he hated it.

HAHA!

I can understand tho... who really likes colour pencils?

still the party was fun :)

auntie jasmine got me a really pretty tiara-shaped necklace <3!

its really nice when u get presents you honestly like! :D

ANYWAY, on BOXING DAY, the clique went out!

it was really nice meeting them all...

gift exchg too!

I got nice presents & the furry necklace u see on my neck is actl from Felicia :)

nice eh? :D

wy got me some danish cookies!

bought some presents for my family too... :)

billabong, forever21 and actioncity. but they didnt like it. expected.

im sad, but who cares?

im going to sleep it over!

so... TODAY WAS FUN TOO!

Wanping, Limin and Anqi came over to my hse today and we had a mahjong session!

really nice :D

I LOVE MAHJONG!

tmr, I'll be going w WY. HOPE IT'LL BE FUN TOO! ^^

very tird alr... mostly bcuz of the tiring activities from this weeek...

well... goodnight evryone! LOVE Y'ALL & the new year's coming soon!

better plan a grand new year's eve... ;)

2011-12-25T03:35:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

this festive season is gna be great!

I can feel it in my bones! xD

christmas eve partyyyy

2011-12-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

HEY U GUYS!

today's christmas eve party with my family was great!

we ate good stuff... honey roasted chicken...

honey-baked ham....

FRENCH FRIES...

pork ribs....

some cooked veg and tons of other stuff!

ah gim made us some desserts too.

i couldn't stop eating the guava with plum! :D

so tasty and appetizing!

anw, it's all so jolly and a close affair.. i really like this feeling,

it's cozy :)

also... we drank the 20% alcoholic vodka with rose essence that I bought!

God! I was drunk for the first time in my life!

red face... mind was spinning....

it wasn't like what they described in books actually!

wasnt as bad.... in fact, i felt liberated!

hahahahaha....

so wanna thank my beloved mom for the great dinner! ;D

well before the dinner, i went to my popo's place and discussed my dad's gf.

hmm.. they are getting MARRIED.

WTF.

I need to stop this. but i also need a plan! which, I dont have.

its so screwed... c'mon! who wants a stepmother!?

good stepmothers shud blame cinderella anyway, she started tis prejudice anyway.

& even if this GF of my dad is good,

this prejudice won't go away and my judgement is here to stay!

had delicios beef stew noodles before I left anyway, so I felt happy anw!

BESIDES, my uncle got me a job! 10/hr, digitization! xD YESS!

Should Saw resign?

2011-12-20T11:20:00.004+08:00

the worker's party really take every chance it has to snub PAP.

I mean, whose fault, really, is it if the MRT trains break down?

let me quote from an online report:

Former Workers’ Party treasurer Eric Tan, who spoke at the rally, said, “This (the train disruptions) is a failure in management, and a sign of complacency. The CEO should resign and take responsibility for what has happened.”

How can they push for the resignation of the SMRT's CEO??
Thank God she is a smart woman.
Why would WP want her to RESIGN???

here's what she said:

“As CEO of SMRT, I am naturally responsible (for the breakdowns).
Being responsible does not mean walking away from these faults; it means doing all I can to get the problem fixed.
No good leader will leave the field when the battle is on. I am staying put now to do my work, and put everything right."

Shouldn't she be given a chance to set things right?
instead of packing her bags and LEAVE?

some people, are just trying to hard, to BE the governing party,
that they lost their wits.

It's TOTALLY not common sense, to tell a group's leader to leave aft major problems.

WHY?

so WP, after ur group not working out, shall ur leader STEP DOWN AND RUN?
PAP's still owning manz.

WTH. I think it's so childish for the 80 people who turned up to call for Saw's (CEO)
resignation too.
Don't tell me a new CEO can be a freaking genie,
sitting every single train to make sure it runs smoothly?

it's a technical error, please.
How can she be blamed?

It's v frustrating, yes, to be stuck on the train, but they apologized, and have offered refunds.

Shouldn't it be time to show some sympathy on them,
seeing that they have served us, public transport commuters, for DECADES?

now they are having a tough time and people want to rub in.

tsk tsk. biting the hand that feeds you.

furball frizz fuzzy fantastic

2011-12-19T16:49:00.002+08:00

oh godddd.
meeting my mom @ JP in another 20mins.
still considering whether or not I should get the upgr8 for my card.

If I do, I can get a totally new card with "Princess Alicia" engraved on it!
& that means when I go shop for things,
that card, will be beaming at the cashier's face, telling them that they are
currently serving the Princess Alicia.

LOL. my ego is over-inflated I think!

anw, but the downside is that the limit is upped & I don't think I can control v much..
thats why it's safer to stick to my current $200 per day limit.
hmmm...

Anw, YTD WAS FAMILY DAY!
ahgu, ah gim, isaac and vanessa all came over, and we played mahjong and jenga and whats not.
it was really fun to have so many people coming over!
the best part was that both my mom and gran struck the lottery at the same time,
so we got a dinner treat fr them! :D

things have been picking up for the family...
happy that they're all living good lives.. :)

soo..
I dont feel v well now.
i think, that theres this kinda distance btw my father and i now.
bcuz i really dont like his current girlfriend.
shes courteous and polite. but she's not my definition of YES.

and i really think my father flirting w her at the table makes me sick.

to be honest, it was a total lie that I couldn't meet them for dinner this weds just before she
left for shanghai.
i just think it'd be so... boring.
i'd be just trying to keep up with my appearances anw.
not that my feelings shown wud be genuine, so why shud I make myself feel so uncomfortable,
right??

sigh.
hopefully, tmr's going to be great :))

going out swimming for limin!!!

anw, my great shifu limin is currently holding a party at her hse with all the careforce people...
I think it's a party for christmas and they're exchanging gifts!
hope they're having fun.. :)

vanessa is at Taka performing.
hmm... kinda sad tht I couldn't make it to watch.
I still remembered last yr's christmas.
I was out w jeslyn and chunyi to watch my p.sch perform.

I really love my p. sch!
I know watching primary school children sing isn't exactly fun for most sixteen-year-olds,
but they must be so excited to be performing!
i still remember how zai I thought I was back in p.sch.

wished i'd go back to adorable! :D

a fun saturday

2011-12-17T23:36:00.004+08:00

Bonjour Mesdames belle et vous bel homme!

Finished watching today's episode of Vampire Diaries :)
it never fails to make me anticipate..

SOO WHAT DID I DO TODAY?
went to Jenny-Jie's hse. He is still as funnily gay as ever!
Shifu was there too! & we were playing Big2 @ his hse.
I saw his second brother too!
Wp was saying that he's v handsome... that's true!

& is it just me... or do all 19year olds speak with this v special tone?
They seem so fatherly!

and afterwards, we walked in THE RAIN to shifu's hse!
DRENCHED LIKE CHICKENS IN SOUP!
I was shivering cuz it was so stupidly colddd!
after freezing out butts off in the natural shower, we finally got to shifu's hse!

OMG. It's so cosy!
I almost fell asleep! & I met my Shibo too ;)
he's so different from my imagination!
well... ne jamais juger un homme par sa voix!
ALSO, SHIFU AND JENNY USED A CURLING IRON ON MY HAIR.
DIDNT WORK HAHAHAHAHA

o.o

But guess which part of the day made me the happiest??
YES! my mother and my grandmother brought me out to buy some things!
I bought two v lovely skirts that I really really like!
*sigh* I'm so happy~
I got a new pair of shoes too! :DD
I love my family <3

But I wasn't the only one making damages,
my mother bought two blouses from Yacht21.
Both were of the same design but she bought them in different colours!
one in gold and another in a v sheer pink!
I guess I could borrow it sometime... LOL. :/

so that's my Saturday! I think it's quite alot to do for one day!
but I'm not tired yet so I'll do more typing for SAVH.

BESIDES.....

I'M GOING SWIMMING TOMORROW WITH SHIFUUUUUU!!!!!

burst her bubble

2011-12-16T21:52:00.007+08:00

Thursday

OK! I was at JX's hse for yet another sleepover.

Before that, we went to Aljunied to search for jobs before gg to Clarke Quay to find a job at TCC,

but to no avail...

Tired, we went to seek comfort in shopping.

Soooo, we went to this korean shop that shan't be named.

& there were two ladies, very nice at FIRST.

Not before long, they were pushing dresses and clothes to us, forcing us to just 'give it a try'.

& when we already fiercely refused cuz it wasn't fitting at all,

one of them who was from China RAISED HER EYEBROW.

WTF? I felt like plucking out every single strand of her brow then!

She did it for at least 10 times, I swear!

& business is business, we know.

But if something doesn't look good on your customer, you don't have to be soo encouraging,

and insist so strongly that it's nice just so as to sell your stuff!

They were like forcing their opinions on us luh!

& the only reason I bought their apparel was bcuz I tried on so many

that I felt really bad if I went out empty-handed.

poor JX felt threatened lah kns!

& shse bought 100 bux worth of stuff!

anw, she used my card cuz she didn't have money.

So when we went out afterwards, she was telling me how much she regret.

Like, she didn't even have the money but kena forced to buy just two pieces of clothes!

We never will go back there again manz.

WTS. They suck. Their service sucks.

but who cares? :D

We went to have dinner at Waraku!

THE RAMEN BOWL WAS HUGGGGGEEE!

I think it's designed for us to make a little tidal wave there! haha! :)

SOOO... the meal was great! i really like japanese soup! ^^

so warm and there's a fuzzy feeling in ur heart when you gulp all that nooodle down!

Afterwards, we went str8 to JX's hse. my third time sleeping over there alr? :)

her brother didn't kick me this time cuz I slept next to the wall.

& Ej's nice! Wished my own bro had a quarter of his niceness!

I just said "I'm hungry" and he cooked soup!

LOL JX is so fortunate! :D

& I was hungry for almost the entire time I was awake -.-

LOL.

So we ended up frying 4 eggs, drinking two cans of soup and eating alot of chocolate bars~

Not to forget, I WATCHED MONTE CARLO ONLINE ALR!

It's a sweet movie, tho I didn't feel the sweet feeling somehow.

Maybe cuz there wasn't chemistry! :(

FRIDAY

Which is today!

went slacking at Jx's hse before coming to mine for a swim! :)

I just did 4 laps & I'm totally exhausted zomggg.

lost my stamina alr :( sooo I'm going to have to train it back!

wonder how long it'd take LOL.

but it's good. I can lose weight in the midst of it anw! :)

& I HEARD SWIMMING MAKES YOU TALLER!

so.. that's all for these two days.

it has been a fun holiday so far.

but tmr I'll make it even better. :)

CYA TOODLES!

Out with the old, in with the new

2011-12-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy...
I just got back fr a crazy day today!
JX and me net up at BV to look for jobs!
I climbed a few slopes alone to the NTU alumnus club...
Why alone?
Cuz I was freaking LATE!

LOL. But anw...
JX and me were supposed to look for jobs...
But we ended up shopping at song & song!
I bought a super comfy red t shirt and a Thai-like-but-French-made shirt which is v casual and loose...
Hmm I love it all! :)

Then jiaxuan joined my family for a casual lunch at crystal jade!
She kept laughing for no good reason, which I thought was quite retarded anw..

Haha!
Anw, do u know what's the name of that rotatable plate on dining tables?
It's called a LAZY SUSAN!
LOL BUT IT SLIPPED MY MIND
and I was like loudly saying "it's a rolling Mary!" lmao... How proud I should feel! :')

Sooo... What's so special abt this lunch today apart fr the fact tht I brought my friend?
My dad brought his latest girlfriend along..
I preferred the other one tho...
She went out to buy stuff for me the other time and we hit off quite well since she's quite the bubble
Figure. This one's more reserved and less chatty... More shy I guess?

But I'm kinda sad. Plus she's so lovey dovey with my dad. Which is immensely gross to watch.
I just look away but halllloooo? I have ears! And humans actually have side vision.
Disturbing...

Soo in another half an hour, I'm gg to have supper!
Roti pratas today! ^^

I love my grnadma's hse.. We were just looking at pics and I came across some pics of the littler me!
I was so damn cute then! ^^
Maybe I'll post some soon! :)

the chatsworth

2011-12-13T17:59:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIII.

This Monday, I went shopping w YL & JX and bought back some high heels and also a satin blue pair of flats!

PLUS, we got a mic. Bt it's a SCAM cus the damned mic doesn't work!

ANYWAY... all my friends seem to be abroad...

YL is in Msia...

Proton is in China...

hmm...

I'm still... here.

I wished someone random would come ask me out with a whole day of exciting plans...

CUZ TIME IS ALL I HAVE NOW!

ok... so I'm currently at my father's house now.

I got back from NUS- I went there to take a look at JX's so-called admirer.

& it was... ghastly.

He is 26-year old and has a stubble.

JX thinks it's sexy, but I think it's just unkempt in simplest terms.

It's disgusting and he's shy.

& half the time when I speak, he doesn't get it. So boring.

unlike Mahadhir, he's funny, responds really quickly and humourously!

he's the friendlier one :)

ok... anw, on Tues, which was ytd,

I went to JX's hse for a sleepover!

It was pretty nice except for the fact tht her brother has weird sleeping habits.

I mean,evryone rolls about,

but he can roll from one side of the bed to the other!

& his legs kept coming on mine, which were so heavy!

LOL, I woke up with a fever. So suay right!

anw... I'm gg to end this post here...

NUS is nice....

Even tho I'd have nth to do w Pepper Lunch starting today,

I'll rmb al lthe wonderful people I met :) I really did enjoy myself! :D

OH YAAA!

At NUS, I met Mr Fan!

He taught me Chem in NH before!

I just came up fr the toilet when I just saw his face.

& both of us were like- o.o

& I went " WHO ARE YOU UH! I KNOW YOU!"

for pete's sake, I embarassed myself lah!

& the worst part was when he said my name out loud precisely and I forgot his.

LOLLL.

anw, aft 3 mins I recalled and I RECALLED OUT LOUD. ZOMG.

"You are HorFun right!"

ZOMG :"/ I think his classmates were beside & I didn't notice!

so humiliating manz.

haha! didn't know that he's still a student there! o.o

so glad to see him even tho we weren't close or anyth,

but as an acquaintance, he sure gave me some hilarious memories!

MR FAN.

ok... but for now I'll just work on remembering people's names...

mood: sorrowful

2011-12-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

You guys know that I mentioned in this v active blog that
I bet my ex-bestie Dorothy Ong?

I chanced upon her blog through the googling of my full name.
& when I saw her recent posts... I got an idea.
Why not run through her archives to dig up some of our past?

Afterall, I was sure there was so much memories buried deep : long, lost and forgotten.

& after I read through all those posts, my heart hurts.
Honestly. My heart really hurts.

The Dorothy I knew in my memory wasn't as weak... and didn't need me!
But from the posts that I didn't read before, she really needed a friend then!
& I wasn't there.

GOD. I'm so lousy!
All the posts was abt how she missed me and Eve.
& I looked thru my archives. I was posting about all the fun things on at NH.
I'm such a witch.

& The reason why my heart hurts isn't because of the fact that she didn't ave anyone.
But for the fact that our bond isn't there anymore and
that crack is forever.
Nobody can deny that I have lost contact with my bestie for 2 years,
and have never really tried.

I think what hurts most is also the really good times we sharaed!
I remembered writing diary posts at her hse,
frying potatoes and gossiping... making fun lists of people who were dating!

It was all so pure... and fun in a very happy and childish way!

I also remembered us having water fights :')
I miss those times too... :')

Usually, someone would miss the past in tough times.
Then that really isn't true longing for the other person,
but a selfish dependance that didn't used to be there.
It's just like looking for a person only after you landed in trouble.

But I'm quite sure I really treasure this friendship because now, even with my friends and
all the things I have this holiday,
a part of me still misses my old friend Dot AKA Elyon very much.

I met her on the bus and she asked for my number but I was too proud to ask for hers.
I have no way to contact her alr!
Her home number that I used to call so often, that used to be practically imprinted in my head,
is no longer in my brain!

I no longer use that number! That address!
It can truthfully be said that she's almost wiped off my plate in life!

But when I settled and think...
I know that a part of me still holds on to that last piece of friendship deep in your heart.
& when I recollect the past,
that part aches and I turn back time mentally and physically,
back into that 11 year-old child I was.

She was my confidante, and anything, no matter what, I tell her!
I don't think I have ever trusted someone just as I've trusted her!
& I really am very sad that we no longer have that kind of familiarity when we meet ea other.
I really really miss her... :'(

sometimes I want to just take back all that I've thought of her after we lost contact,
all the negative comments I've heard abt her.,
and just be besties with her all over again!

Time makes a fool out of everyone. :'(

I'd be lucky if I found another who could gain and keep my trust like old Dot.

all the sunshine from god

2011-12-09T21:15:00.003+08:00

whoo! today was really packed!
FIRST! I went to SAVH again and this time, I made another two friends!
The meeting was brief and I didn't really had the time to interact with them,
so basically I just got to know their names.

There's a Joseph from Raffles and Evelyn!
Lovely people! :D I think everyone there are all so affectionate and.. humane!

Afterwards,... I took the train back to JP to meet my two sons for a movie!
ARTHUR CHRISTMASSSS!
& the movie was really awesome!
it is basically abt the true christmas spirit and the honesty and sincerity of a person...
it's all v sweet... :)

then after they left to do their own stuff,
I went self-shopping!!!
I bought three new printed t-shirts ^^
my favourite. shirts never fail you, it NEVER compromises comfort.
it's like.... you can stretch and feel so at ease with shirts!

anw......
I just read CLEO and I was stupefied by alot of terms like
"eyelid sticker" and "eyelid glue" so I went youtubing to get the scoop!
WTHHHH!

I didn't know such things existed but it's so amazing hahaa!
I have single eyelids too, so maybe I can go try out one day!
It looks like a lot of fun to put glue on ur lids! :D

anw CLEO is gr8~ They added perfume samples in....
ahhh... I love good smells.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

since christmas is around the corner....
I have been wandering round orchard recently....
and I've found the ultimate way to capture my heart.

and that is......

towels.
.
.
.

are you surprised???? I know how dumb this might sound.

But the towel sets I saw at Tangs are so fluffy and soft!
cool, furry, clean, breezy white, fresh towels!
they're lavender, baby-blue colored, meadow green, sunshine yellow!
towels are so pampering! ^^
oh how I love towels....

OK. my love for towels has gotta stop anw....

so aft my shopping, I went to have dinner at Crystal Jade with my family.
I got really fulll halfway...
dunno why my appetite has declined alot since I started working,
I used to be able to eat bowls after bowls after bowls!
but today at Crystal Jade, I barely touched two pieces of chicken, some xiaolongbaos
and a minced meat la mian!

& the suurprising thing is that the honey lemon I love, wasn't finished too!

LOL.. hope i'm not falling sick or smth.
but anw, to look at it positively, this is my good chance to cut some weight and feel lighter!
HAHA! :D

Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All

2011-12-09T21:10:00.001+08:00

Kelly Clarkson is really inspirational...
Isn't life supposed to be like this?

No judgements, no care and worry in the world, leading the life the way you planned it to be.

She is so posh and classy... I think, that those idiots out there
constantly raining the word "FAT" on her should shut their crap,
and find something more worthwhile to do!

People these days can get so critical sometimes!
& they're focusing on all the wrong values.
Who says fat people can't have the rights to follow their dream to gain fame and glory!
What they have is talent!
& perhaps what everyone doesn't know is that their constant lookout for skinny legs
and flawless skin,
is affecting even more others to follow suit,
making this entire planet a vain pot.

The world needs more useful talents manz! Not white elephants or skinny but brainless humans!

There was this damn fked up comment saying that K.C should get out cuz she's too fat
and she's ruining her eyes.
That's so downright derogatory and rude. She should be banished.
K.C deserves more credit for her outstanding vocals and the pure,noncommercial image
she is sending out.

she's a role model. just like demi <3

ANYWAY! I LOVE THIS VIDEO!!!!!!!
SHE IS SO CONFIDENT AND SELF-ASSURED! :D

a certain old lady..

2011-12-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

hey guys! I'm so grateful, I honestly am!!

so working does have its advantages!
I usually take my showers for granted,
but now every shower is all the more special and refreshing for me!
the smell of floral shampoo and baby soap! :D

oh goddd, I really love nice-smelling things!
@ pepperlunch, it smells all fishy, and like..rotten rat bodies.
but then the thing is.... it makes you appreciate showers so much more better.
I love it.

SOOO.. I can't help (giggle) but introduce to you....
the nicest smelling shower things I've been using... too good to be smelled LOL.

OKAY FIRST! PALMOLIVE'S MORNING TONIC!!!
there are others in the range, even one aromatherapy one...
but personally, this is the MOSE REFRESHING ONE EVER
& I really like it! It's true to its name!
even before sch ended, I used this in the morning and it really is AWAKENING!

I LOVE IT! MORNING TONIC! <3

SECOND! JOHNSON BABY'S COLOGNE RANGE.
I'm using the green one now.. summer swing.
Extremely light and because it's for babies, the fragrance wears off quite easily,..
but it's still so good to smell! :D
I LOVE IT! :D

last but not least.... LOREAL PARIS CLEANING SCRUBLET xD
at pepperlunch, I get grease and fishy smell all over my face....

soooo... this scrublet is DAMN good cuz it makes sure my face is totally free of oily grease and
any fish (LOL) shud there be some stuck on my face!

& when u rinse off everything.....
THERE'S A SUPER DUPER COOL... MINTY.. MENTHOL... BLISSFUl... FRESHHHH
feeling on your face!
WOW. I really woke up from my nightmare at work after I use this! :D

HAHAHAHAHA!

I feel ever so thankful for God who inspired such great works of men! :D

anw...
I wanna blog abt work today.
Today, a guy called Mahadhir came to our lot from the NUS branch...
and wow... he is a deep one!
the rest of my co-workers like Ahyi and Weixiong and Melvin were really funny
and great conversationists...

BUT THIS ONE!
he went str8 to talking abt things that I usually discuss with friends
who don't mind my philosophical moments! :D

OMG!!!! I LIKE!!!! but too bad he's 10 years older HAHA LOLL.

and so he asked me a few questions about myself...
and concluded that I'm a really smart girl.

GOD, I WAS SO FLATTERED!
since I rarely get compliments, I'm going to satisfy my ego all at one go today,.. HERE!

he said that I'm a really good talker, very intelligent...
and that my boyfriend is a really lucky guy to have me BECAUSE IM FRICKING SMART.
& that I'll make it far in life.
& HE SAID I HAVE THIS LIGHT!

WTF I HAVE LIGHT!!! :D
I'm so happy.... :') HAHA!

& when I was sitting on the dustbin just humming out of boredom,
he was staring at me.
and he said that he had a vision, of me, being a restaurant manager and ALSO a doctor!

I thank God.... honestly.... this guy taught me alot...
and most importantly... re-inspired me to chase my dreams.
It's like... I was just given a battery-charge.
Somehow I feel humans are pawns.... and we gotta just let nature takes its course...
and let nature silently and gently push us towards people who will help us in a way...

the world works its magic and survives on its own. :)

ALSO WORK WAS REALLY AMAZING TODAY!
saw some nanhuarians for the first time.
Ng yan ting and his other friends were there.

Lunchbreak was also coool!
I talked to Qinyin and this cleaner.. who's an auntie alr...
I love her and I don't know how I can love her just in two days...
but now I am actually seriously looking out for a new job for her
cuz her current one gives her the backache and is low-paying!

MAYBE CUZ SHE RESEMBLES MY GRANDMA...
but I think love for the elderly is universal.
You cant help but wanna make things better for the old folks.
they went thru so much!

well... hopefully.. I can make a difference in her life by looking for a better-paying job that
will go easier on her body.

I wanna end my blog post today with a very simple reminder...
and that is

CARPE DIEM!
time is really really really jewel-precious.
WRONG even more so than jewels.
gotta use it... in the right way!
so.... PLEASE! IFYOU ARE AT HOME AND SLACKING WITH UR COMP, don't!

Before you die, you will definitely regret.... wtf are u staring at a rectangular screen...
rather than leading a more fulfilling life... rather than making a difference...
rather than helping a poor soul out there...

Life is too short for regrets, like they say!

another short post

2011-12-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

LOL fb-chatting w JX now.

she's really like the only friend I dont mind smsing back cuz the topics

we share are very relevant in my life so far!

so fun manz!

honestly! we have this routine now.... to call each other just before midnight

to share each other's day at work.

& maybe you'll imagine it to be very dry and monotonous content,

but it isn't!

It's so fresh and new to talk about work instead of school! haha! :D

& I think this holiday sort of changed me...

I have this newfound confidence now.

I mean, I was quite self-assured before...

but this few days, it has gotten to a whole new level!

it's like... I ...feel like I've grown somehow.

I don't mind showing what I'm like when I'm pissed or tired to anyone anymore!

I used to think that I couldn't. Cuz people won't like me when I'm pissed or angry.

I get REALLY BLOWN UP when I'm mad.

But now I have crossed that inhibition.

To be conclusive, I'm more confident to show how I really feel.

& I think that's great cuz I don't have to keep alot of things in my heart! :D

WOAH! It's really a pleasant feeling..

esp. when people around me sense exactly how I feel and respond to my benefit.

It's... shall I say... MAGICAAL? :D haha!

I really feel better about myself now! :)

self-esteem... LEVEL UP! HAHAHAHAHAHA WTFFF.

I'm so thankful.. I love my maker & I love you guys!! ;3

time of my life

2011-12-08T00:44:00.005+08:00

hey guys!

I'm gna upload ALLLLLLL the accumulated pics in my packed iphone TONIGHT YEAAAH!

anw, I missed my usual night phonecall w JX cuz I

had to do all these clearing to do!

PLUS! The Cleomag I bought hasn't been read yet god!

usually I'll just tear the plastic wrapping and dig in!

But this time, I'm just so darn busy.

anw, to anyone who's reading and hasnt got sms replies..

sorry!

I just dread the piling sms....

I honestly want to reply

but then ... it's so dreadful when I think of the replies!

so sorry k.

Working really drains all your enthusiasm when it comes to replies, honestly.

I used to be really happy when I get a sweet text

cuz I'll get to chat and laugh and whatever,

but now... job's the it thing manz!

thats why, I feel kinda better when people ignore my sms now haha! :)

ok... anw, this post is just to make a few quick points:

I hate the direction of the music industry.

Listen to "Think About It" by Melanie C.

WTF?

Why are songs encouraging raash decisions and being...all drunk.

AS IF BEING DRUNK IS SEXY?

It's so obviously NOT.

Being drunk is the most disgusting thg ever and music,

that was originally used to lift people's spirits,

is now NEWLY AND INCORRECTLY used to motivate senseless behaviour.

& WTF. Just listen to 'SHOT' by LMFAO.

I'm gg to LMAO cuz honestly, the joke's on them..

&&& another quick ptttt!

I met my BFF in p.sch but not BFF now (I'll be frank) Dorothy on the bus a few days ago!

hmm.. Ra really was right,

she dresses really maturedly now but the way she speaks hasn't chged abit.

Z told me that she's now extremely arrogant,

but from our convo on the bus, I thought she was really pleasant and just alittle

bit more confident!

OKAY!

life's gr8 so far!

my job is tiring but I really feel fantastic bcuz of the friends I'm making!

I met this guy called Melvin and another girl called Joey! :D

We were having tonsss of fun just ytd and LAUGHING CRAZILY IS THE NORM.

I really enjoy it truly!

I'll feel quite sorry when I leave this Sunday... :'(

well... but nothing lasts forever right? :) Old things go, and newer ones come in your door.

THATS ALL I WANNA TELL EVERYONE TODAY!

GOOD NIGHT! IT'S 1am alr! LOL!

if you're still here.....

GO AND SLEEP!

work and charity :)

2011-12-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

whopwhop everyone!
In everyone's minds, holidays must be filled with fresh sea air, the sounds of waves crashing just
by your feet, 100% quality hotel service with warm, crisp towels.

BUT NO. Mine is the complete opp!
I just got home fr work at pepperlunch!
& let me tell you, it does suck!
I mean, I wouldn't have minded if the meagre pay ($5) was higher, but it's that little!

Still, the fun thing is that I get to chit-chat with the customers.
But the down-side is definitely the worst! -__-
11 hrs of non-stop standing,
my feet has been aching for days alr!
Thank God for my off-day tmr :))

Anw, Qinyin had just expressed interest in this job, so I'm gna brg her in the day after the next!
Hopefully she'll be able to cope bcuz....

I'm leaving this job to do charity this sunday!
Weixiong ( a colleague) was still scolding me haha! ask me why dowan to make more $$.

Anw, I think I didn't mention the charity bit!
I am currently a volunteer at the SAVH...& I'm part of the process to make textbooks for the blind now!
It's a worthy cause, and it's so much meaningful cuz...
someone is directly depending on you :)

I love pepperlunch, but still, I don't get the oomph out of it.
Talking to customers does,
but when I finish with everything, I feel nothing at all!

SOOOOO.. I'm gna do some charityyyy~
anyone wanna joinn?? :D you can tell mey!

k. im going back to do some typing work for the books.
cya guys real soon!

p/s: another reason why i love p.lunch is cuz I get so grimy by the time I get home, that I really really enjoy my shower!

p/p/s: and a reason why I hate it is cuz theres disgusting guys who make sick jokes that I really hate. I don't bother hiding my disgust anw but they dont seem to take the hint! yuck.

2011-12-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

Hello! It's the first of December!
Whoohoooooo! So far, the holiday is getting better and BETTER!
But I've realised that I haven't posted about my birthday so I am going to NOW!

:') this year's birthday has got to be the best of my 4 sec sch yrs!
I went to the lovely Qiaolin's house w nati!
& it was so laid back and cool to play our laptops there!
It's so chill! & I haven't done that it a long time- just sitting and playing net games!

Then I wanted to go to the toilet, and they followed me which already aroused my
Suspicions but I didn't thought much lah haha!
BUT BUT BUTTTTTTT, at midnight, I so coincidentally walked out fr the toilet and suddenly qiaolin's family woke up and I got a bday song!!!!
& they got me a two-tiered bday cake CAN I BELIEVE IT?!! :')
Anw the cake is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

Nati and qiao folded REALLY ORIGINAL origami and sticked it around the cake.
They even got candles wtf and a SUGAR CANE right in the centre of the cake! :')
So thankful to have friends like themmm!
I honestly can't forget this! I think I'd really be touched for life! :D

It's so wonderful just thinking that you have friends who care more abt ur bdy than yrself!! Haha! :)
Greatest birthday present. :')

THEN AFTER THATTT, JX went out to swensen's with me!
It was such a funny affair cuz basically I was eyeing on the complimentary
Firehouse ice cream haha! The waitress smiled like mad LOL!
Anw we ordered lots of food, chicken.. Fish.. Baked rice... Eat till we really felt shiok before
Leaving!
JX went home w me to cut the fantastic yellow mango cake my
Mom bought me w my grandmother!

Anw, I really wanna thank everyone who gave thought into the gifts and cards :')
SO MAGICAL!
OK! ENOUGH ABT MY BDAY. IT WAS A WONDERFUL DAY!

TODAY, I EXPERIENCED WORK!
I went to pepperlunch at cck and started learning from this friendly & helpful guy called Ahyi!
He taught me how to prepare meats and to arrange the rice and everyth!
Woah! Everyone's situation was a vast difference.
One of them had to work bcuz her father didn't give her money o.o!?
Another worked bcuz he is in ITE and needs to work for extra income for his family.

To sum it up, I think work was good bcuz of the small talk. So fun to talk to Ahyi!
And also bcuz u got to learn alot of cool things like cutting meat an how the pans are heated!
I think it was a smart decision not to tell them that I haven't cooked before.
They really taught me!
& I was the only girl in the back. It was quite hot but the feeling is indescribable when you get an order right ^^
Eating pepperlunch will nv be the same again.
I used to like it but I think I'll think twice before dining there haha!

Anw, JX and me are still looking for better- paying jobs.
Hopefully there is so I can earn money much faster! :D

Alright, I gotta eat my Maggi mee alr :D
I forgot to buy my dinner so I gotta have that but Maggi mee tastes sooo good! :D

happiness surrounds :-)

2011-11-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

heyhey!

I love my cousins and family now! :D

HAHA LOL. All my hate has blown over!

We were sharing some tiny pieces of past memories over the Japanese treat my mom gave us.

Quite funny and interesting :')

My brother and Isaac seem to remember a big deal

while Vanessa and I remembered bits and pieces!

haha! & my mother was listening to us talk. so funny :)

ANW, I am at QIAOLIN'S HOUSE NOW W NATALIEEE!!!

They bought me a cake! ^^

& her mother's really nice, keep wishing me happy bday haha! :-)

I'm going to play wahjong now! cya! ^^

nobody loves crap

2011-11-28T13:44:00.003+08:00

excuz moi. this post may get ssssardonic and self-absorbed.
so if you'd rather skip the darker side of me, don't read it!

I am one day to being 16....
and so.... I am still contemplating about the F word,
cuz I no longer find any threat in it.
In fact , I just used it! WHY? Because, I was really frustrated and I called JX almost immediately
after I escaped from my mom and cousins.

My mom bought me this blue overalls from YACHT.
I love that shop!
& I thought it was just a random buy but I was so wrong.
It was my bday gift, which made me so mad BECAUSE it was on sale!

excuse me.... sincerity insufficiency??

I thought being my mother, she would have put more thought into it cuz 16th
isn't really a small deal.
I won't care if the world world forgets it, but not my mom. or my grandmother. or my brother.

WTFFFF.

How generous of her! -.-

you'd think I'd be alittle calmer because she tried pacifying me by offering to buy me something else that I really would like.
I would be pacified.
However,she NEVER seems to do anything right!
she actually told my cousins that she'd buy them Christmas presents while I bought mine!

Birthday presents for your child are meant to be exclusive!
It's meant to be a private moment when I get all the time in the world to look for something I really like with her help.
Not share that moment with others!

and wow... she hardly offers to buy stuff for me and my brother.
I honestly felt sick to the gut.

As a mom, I thought she'd know me better to buy me that overalls,
I HATE IT TO THE CORE.

How can she do this!
How can my bday present be something equivalent to my cousin's christmas gifts!?
Call me a 7 year old, but I am very particular when it comes to gifts.
WTF. since she's so generous to other people's kids, let me go back to my dad manz.
That particular phrase has been hanging on her mouth anw.

She's so insensitive, go back to your dad go back to your dad, when she doesn't even mean it.
I shan't care even if she did bcuz one jolly day when I get so pissed at her
nonsense, I'm going to pack and go since she's so immature.

WTF, I'm SO PISSED!
A GIFT ON SALE.

I'm mortified!
& today when I went to court to listen to small ahgu's hearing,
I was asking questions and she gave me some illogical, unclear, undecipherable ans,
from which I gathered nothing.
& I was really impatient cuz she was already stuttering.
Sometimes, I wished I had a smartypants for a mom..

I don't think my temper's v good and neither is my control over my mouth.
I mean, it's so hard to NOT express explicitly how you feel, no matter how hurtful the comments may be!

People can be such idiots.
Gifts really tell alot about someone's sincerity,
and I just got some crap, I'm just going to throw them all away.
I jsut can't stand the sight of something so ugly...and distasteful >:/

But anyway, I love YL's painting for me!
sigh, a close friend really knows what you want... :')

OK ENOUGH ABT CRAPPY GIFTS.

anw, ahgu's sentence has been considered light...
I finally gotten all the details I needed after my mom, who has problems with explaining
repeated thrice.

Honestly, mothers can be so moronic.
Same goes to buddy's mom. she keeps telling me that her mom is so stingy.
I hate stingy moms, I hate moms who instruct without reason.
It's so unintelligent!

Anyway, my bday is tomorrow and later tonight, I'm going to Qiaolin's hse for a sleepover.
so I'll try to be happy.
JX is coming soon anw and positively, I'm going to be cheered up!

CYA! xxx

p/s: the most enjoyable part should be the part where I show her that particular crappy gift.
can't wait to burn it.

HOLIDAY PLANS ARE UP!

2011-11-25T11:35:00.003+08:00

hi my little princes and princesses!
I've just collated all my different notepads and planners and....

I HAVE FIGURED OUT MY HOLIDAY PLANS! :D

BTW ,Buddy just told me abt this really good deal.
Work at SoupSpoon at $9/hr.
too bad I'm going out with Qiao lin and some other friends so I can't make it for the interview.
Still, there are lots of other chances out there I guess!

ok so here goes...

November:
1. End of O levels(16nov)
2.406 BBQ chalet (16-18nov)
3.Grad Day(18nov)
4.Prom!!(21nov)
5.REDcamp(22-24nov)
6.Movie一炮而红(25novTODAY!)
7.Swimming(26nov)
8.JapDinner with cousins!(28nov)
9.MY BDAY!(29nov)
10.Dental appt LOL(30nov)

it's such a packed november :)
I'm having currently having quite alot of fun right now...
and I just got hooked onto gossipgirls again,
not the series but the books!
reading it is really cool, sometimes I just forget abt reality and really think that
I could afford to hire a jet plane anytime anywhere.

December should be quite cool too!

anw, isn't this picture of the old man painting in Tuscany rather sweet? :)

Hmm..
my mother's friend has asked me to read stories for the blind every Friday
from December onwards....
I'm looking forward to meeting my new friends... :D

and also... I wonder if I can go and find a job soon...!
HMMM...

so it's basically charity, work, piano lessons,books and outings for this holiday! :)
HAHA, wished the holidays get longer than this!

At liens house

2011-11-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hi friends! I am currently having a sleepover at lien's house and REDCAMP just ended!
I missed the after party but still, it was a blast!
I tried many ccas, experienced some of the cool facilities and fantastic equipment they have.....
And most importantly, did their amazing cheers! ^^

Wwwwhhhooooaaa... Redcamp is really cool.
The SLs are all so energetic and fun, plus they're soooo charismatic! I'm really quite impressed by their great leadership and thieir never-ending enthusiasm.

There's lots of shuaiges there too, haha!
Anw, I know I will still opt for a JC but redcamp has been a really enriching eye-opener!

Good day today! ^^

NINJA POWER POWER! :D

PROM

2011-11-22T01:56:00.001+08:00

LOL! just got home fr prom.

fricking tired...shall blog abt prom tmr :)

goodnight everyone ^^

2pm concert

2011-11-22T01:34:00.001+08:00

LOL buddy and me went to the 2pm concert!

stpid to the max!

put ur hands up put ur hands up put put put LOLLLL o.o

but the experience itself is so NEW!

I have NEVER been to a live concert and the atmosphere is really damn cool!

It was all so enthu and lively! ^^

but when the performance started, and the shouting still continued,

I got really irritated.

like walao!? this song is a romantic slow song,

and the bunch of malay girls were screaming their heads off like they are listening to a horror story wtf! spoil the mood!

but I guess that are fans for you..

SOOO..... in conclusion,

I'll never go to a live concert again!

maybe a classical one? those audience shud be wise enough to leave their cheers till the end right!

BB!

chalet 406 2011

2011-11-22T01:26:00.003+08:00

hey guys!

a few days ago, just aft my malay oral,

406 had a class chalet!

but I didn't blog about it.

but there isn't much to blog about except that I got to know a few people better..

and that there's NIGHT CYCLING of 48KM!

damn tiring but then again, with the music, it was fun!

but then there were some stoopid toads which really pissed me off with their sex calls lah!

AND ALSO, on the second day, my clique decided against watching the movie,

so we stayed home instead!

anw, lien, yiran and yuenleng got their period,

so basically theres nth much we can do.

I RAN IN THE RAIN WITH NEWSPAPER MAN!

it was all refreshing experiences basically... I really enjoyed the chalet :)

best of all, I get to try Liangzhi's cooking!

it's so good! cept for the curry fish..

was playing w Xiuzheng and Janson and C.A the Number Game.

&.. the punishment was Liangzhi's homemade curry fish... LOL.

poor thing..

but it was really hilarious!

had sooo much fun! XZ really looks like a dad. he even scraped out the chilli fish for me,

just like a dad LOL!

wonder where he gets all that considerate genes from.

OK! thats it! & after the chalet, we went for Grads Day..

which was not much but still...significant!

Shook Mrs Tan's hands...listened to speeches... the performances by some classes and

finally a song from ms nornie, mr smthg and ms see!

I LOVE NANHUA! :D

it's so cold, nobody to hold me

2011-11-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

Felicia has such a sweet mouth.
I. Am. Going. To. Get. Diabetes.

so much sweetness in my life today wtf,
I overcame my fears of contacts and perfected the art in 5 mins flat!

even the optician was praising me...

sighh :) ...

ego boosted to the moon today :)

we all love music

2011-11-20T00:32:00.002+08:00

HEY THERE!
WHOO! Today was one big exciting day!
I am seriously wiped out of energy now...

anyway, I went purpose-shopping in Orchard Road today,
and I finally got a prom dress!
I think it's pretty cute and I REALLY like it!
Now the only problem is that it could be too short.
Should I wear leggings?

LOL. but thats quite a small prob sooo....

I'm gna tell you the BIG, HAPPY, HOT things today!

(BTW, thanks Qiaolin for accompanying me to Orchard!
I called her in mid-day when my mom pangsehed me for her work,
so I'm so touched that she actually rushed down!)

2PM!

WAD THE SHIT.
I hated kpop srsly...and I still do,
but the atmosphere today was so HIGH! ENERGETIC! HYPER!
I was psyched to be there,
and psyched that I got there without spending any money.

So THANKS FOO FISHBALL WANYING FOR THE TIX!
the concert was amazing!
I had to admit, I laughed alot there not bcuz of the happiness,
but bcuz it was simply too RETARDED.

LOL. Buddy kept scolding me.
but srsly, they are damn retarded!
it was like "PUT UR HANDS UPP PUT PUT PUT"

retarded. so I didn't put my hands up.
LOL but I was soooo entertained!
everything was so full of energy and enthusiasm that my heartbeat increased a thousand fold.

WHOA! it was a good evening!
I enjoyed their music too, and not forgetting to mention TAECYEON,
THE GUY I WILL CRUSH ON FOR A WEEK.

but next week, I plan to go back to living a poetic, romantic, dont-care-about-guys farmgirl's life.
Farms are the best in the end.
Farms are such relaxing, inspirational places.
Simple, plus they never let you down.

Look at this. I can't get anything from liking tht freaking tacyeon. dammnit,
but he's hot lah! haha! one week! :D

good day for love to die

2011-11-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi all! :) Today was a very reflective day, and I realized that...
I'm not growing anymore.

I don't think that I can get any more mature already.
Basically, I don't get the gist of maturity at all.
WTH right!

Today I feel quite vulnerable,
and all I wanted to do was to stay at home with milo and my lovely pillows.

Instead, straight after th 406 chalet (:D), I went to school for Grad Day (:D)
before rushing off to Far East Plaza to find prom dresses with Yiran and Felicia..
& Yiran got hers but I didn't find any that specially calls out to me,
so I'm going to try my luck again tomorrow..hopefully I can find something! :)

Anyway, I've realized that in times of great vulnerability,
there's no cure for it except to sleep it off.
I think it's probably what I should do now anyway.

Goodnight everyone :)
I think the other reason why I'm being lousy is also cuz
not alot of things are going right, especially where cupid is concerned,
I feel like I could die alr.

LOL.
I'm not going to be negative online anymore. :)

ONE GOOD NEWS TODAY! I BOUGHT A SWEATER
which has a cute rabbit from Alice in Wonderland :D

Yup.....
I'm going to end this post like this.
Cuz I'm so tired..

Goodnight everyone.

WHOOHOO!

2011-11-06T04:27:00.002+08:00

hey babezz!!!

my o levels are about to be over in a couple of weeks.

THEN IM FREEEEE!!! :D

Actl I feel free now alr, cuz the hardest week's alr over!

So I just have to do some practices for MCQs and...

THATS IT!

I have a hundred things I wanna do and it's all perfectly organized in my mind...

just waiting to have the green light and we'll go!

GOSSIP GIRLS MARATHONS, VAMPIRE DIARIES CATCH-UP! :D

& my mom has planned for me to go to this little group where they do pretty thoughtful stuff

to help the blind.

I'm going to read to them!

haha, hoping that they find my voice angellic :D

it's been so long since I've blogged!

*STRETCHES ARMS* I FEEL SO LIBERATED!!!!

and I've just pulled an all-nighter.

It's already close to 5.

Wondering if I should get some sleep since I've big plans for tomorrow! :D

GOODNIGHT WORLD!

& listen to Birdy's Skinny Love.

I heard it on the Vampire Diaries and now it's stuck in my head.

Love it to pieces. OMG SO EXCITED FOR THE UP AND COMING EVENTS!!!!

chalet.. grad day. so hyped up now.

I'm gg to shut the crap and read all the lovely storybooks I borrowed today <3

LIFE'S GREAT WHEN THE EXAM FEVER HAS GONE AWAY! :D

Five loaves, two fishes

2011-10-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hi whatever's left of my readers :)
It's the final week to O Lvls!
Honestly, I didn't expect myself to feel so calm.
Nope, I'm not prepared and nether am I extremely confident which made me calm.
Somehow, I just have a gut feeling that no matter what happens,
All things don't happen without a reason.

So be strong all my friends!
Don't give up without a good fight!
Even if its one more day, I'll still press on!

Ok.... This is probably my last post until the last day of o's which will be....
16 nov!

Lots of fun things are waiting beyond my o's.
Can't wait!
Meanwhile... I'll see you till then! :)

So if you want, u can come back for some music. Thats all!
New playlist will come aft o's too!
Soo... Good luck everyone!

P/S: its the last day of sch tmr.
Heartache. 4 years. And the nanhua experience ends tmr.
But I will be back for more fun bcu 41 clementi ave 1 will always have it's big gates open for their alumnus here! :)

never regret

2011-09-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

I think, people regret too much,
& it is simply annoying when it's their fault, but still, they act like the world owes them smth.

HMM! SO PREVENT THIS,
I have written this post to teach everyone how to prevent regrets,
and feel more FULFILLED EVERYDAY! :D

1. First of all, if you want to BE FULFILLED, you HAVE TO do something that is fulfilling.
This is common sense lah.
So TAKE TIME out to do something kind for your family.
BECAUSE at your last breath,
nobody will go --" oh damn it, why didn't I clock more hours in the office!?"
BUT everyone will say " Wished I had spent my time at home with my family..."

SO, an example of smth u can do is to do something that will make your grandma comfortable,
or your mother happy like a... FEET MASSAGE...or flowers.

2. GET A GRATITUDE JOURNAL!
This helps you focus on the positive aspects of everyday instead of
dragging your brain back to the times when you screw up.

For example:

Monday: I am grateful for _________ (for walking my dog)
Tuesday: I am grateful for ______(giving my brother a hug)

WHICH REMINDS ME. I think I'm spending too much time with my brother recently!!
& absence make the heart fonder,
so now I'm kinda thinking tht we shud keep a dist so I'll miss my brother more.
this is so true.

IF YOU KEEP THIS JOURNAL,
you won't keep backtracking and think "alamak why didn't I do this "
but you will think of the better decision you made back then. :) SO GOOD RIGHT.

3. IF NOT NOW, NEVER LATER

DO EVERYTHING NOW!
Don't wait lah alamak. Then spam friends with smses that you have wasted your time.
ok la, I can use this tip myself too.
Cuz I always procrastin8.

If you do the fussy and troublesome things first, you feel so much more hyped to do the rest!
& the momentum builds on...

:D

OK. That's all frm my DON'T REGRET club today! haha LOL.
The HEALTHTEA club Qiaolin and me set up is FAILING. haha xD
& I lied. after drinking the hibiscus tea for a few times,
I think it's absolutely DISGUSTING.

The ruby red color of the tea is nice and uplifting..
but the scent and taste.... :-/ ugh
going back to russian's earl grey :)

pok byebye everyone.
I think it's quite obv fr this post tht I'm pissed that I've been receiving so many negative
smses fr friends.
so I'm going to clear them all now!
I feel like my phone became somewhat heavier with all tht negativity shit they are sending.

HMMM! the world needs more pple like Qiaolin!
Her smses are quite funny and recently, we've been composing poems for XXX! :D
name poems are so good when you need to vent! :D

BYE!

the wanted and how I found my phone

2011-09-25T10:56:00.003+08:00

PHEW so I ...

slept at Ziwei's house. & I SLEPT AT 3am

CUZ she wanted to watch LiaoZhai.

The show was bloody awesome but I couldn't keep my eyes open and

somehow, I fell asleep.

I don't know how I got comfortably asleep anyway.

Cos I thought I dozed off SITTING

Hmm...so now, Ziwei's gone for tuition and I'm watching videos from The Wanted.

I seriously love them!

I love all of their songs, none of the songs are too harsh or noisy for me.

OMG I just want to get my hands on their album!

Anyway, my favourite so far is Jay cuz he's so goofy and he has a baby face! :D

BUT this post isn't about the wanted, maybe I shall post some videos I like of them here soon..

but I want to talk about the DREAM~

MEIQIAN, she's fantastic!

I lost my phone, and she was so nice to dream of me!

& basically, she dreamt that I was screaming my head off and waving an orange Iphone at her.

MEANING I found my phone, and I was ecstatic!

& on that day itself,

I found my phone at the library!

Isn't it so lucky? Felicia said that it's like a movie :D

OMG either way, I am so thankful. That I got my Iphone back..

& I wanna thank the librarian for being so kind and honest!

I knew that there were kindred spirits around! :D

I love freely

2011-09-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

Wheew! K I am at ziwei's hse now!
Btw I have found my IPhone alr!!! It's a long but interesting story that I shall type tmr. :D
Im now blogging on my iPhone so it's hard to type haha!
Aiyooo I'm so happy :)

Ziwei's house is so nice.I'm having a sleepover here every Saturday night now lah.
LOL. But who cares, it's so comfy!
Plus it was here where I got over the worst days when I lost my iPhone.
I'm so glad it's over!

Pretty good things have been coming my way so far...
And I can't emphasize how glad I am :D
I got an A1 for maths btw!

& tho I don't believe in tht nonsense, I caught 11.11 today!
Haha LOL. goodnight everyone, I am gg to sleep soon.
Be happy and wealthy! xD

p/s-- I feel blessed. Wow. I am so.. Humbled.

fill in the blanks sunday

2011-09-18T19:43:00.005+08:00

haha, I know it's supposed to be

FILL IN THE BLANKS FRIDAY

but
.
.
.
I'm going to break traditions and do

FILL IN THE BLANKS SUNDAY! :D
ok here goes!

1. Somewhere someone is eating curry with roti prata

2. Music is/are my muse.

3. It would suck if rain was no more because I just adore the cosy stay-at-home feeling when it rains.

4. Relaxing with a whole stack of CDs at home is/are my favorite thing about today.

5. Life is kind of like a kite, you never know how far you can get and it's easy to descend, but what matters most is that you stay rooted to the ground and hope for better winds.

6. If I could have anything I wanted, I would want my Iphone4 back safe... :'(

7. A funny thing happened the other day... I rushed out of the house when I was sick to find my phone.

8. One thing that is completely superfluous, but that I could never give up is my Iphone!!! it's my entertainment, it's my connection to the world!

9. People who are awkward makes me feel awkward.

10. I can't feel alright without, a happy memory from yesterday

11. Currypuff is my favorite snack.

12. Lately I've been wallowing in self-pity. HAHA! but it's true tho :/

13. If at first you don't succeed find something else to do

14. Fall is always in Singapore

give me a sign!!!

2011-09-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

buay tahan alr!!!!
I'm grateful that phonecalls fr friends are coming in...
but where is the one from the POLICE!!?

my heart was...light yet heavy.
so I guess I can only say I feel hollow today.
After my 2 night stay at Ziwei's, I still wasn't very comforted.
I watched Barbie & The Diamond Castle, in an attempt to be alil bit happier,
but WTF, Barbie didn't cheer me up!

& the policemen hasn't called me yet :'(

Today is the MOST ORDINARY DAY EVER.
I did NOTHING at all except sleep and eat. Not very healthy.
But I couldn't bring myself to do anything.
I even watched BOF. WTF. Anw, I fast-forwarded lots of times,
cos there were tons of stupid crying scenes which made my room 10000x darker.

but the other scenes were pretty funny! haha!
esp the ones where Sicao made those o.o faces at Junpyo.
so lovesick, so irritating!

Normally, such romantic films would make me laugh and my heart will feel anshuang inside,
but with my Iphone lost,
I am PISSED!

oh well, I alr promised myself to try to be as optimistic as possible.
Who knows the police will call me up tomorrow?
Either way, staying all gloomy doesn't do me any service,
so it's logical that I keep my head up lah.

ok, my life will start afresh from this second onwards!

GO GO POWER RANGERS!

HAPPY

2011-09-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

AHHHH! xD
Hey guys, wanna tell you all that I no longer resent the fact that I lost my phone :)
I went to JP and then the police station just now,
and both were really gr8 experiences cuz I met many friendly people.

Especially the kind police officer :) he was so much better than the one I went to ytd :D

So.. there is this chinese idiom 塞翁失马 which describes my very situation now :D
I felt especially free today!
No phone, no calls, no SMS.
Though I still can't help but be sorry for all the songs I downloaded inside..
hopefully someone will still return it :)

ANYWAY! The Wanted is a really good band!
Every song is catchy!
I'm not kidding, ALL OF THEM rocks! :D
& my favourite of them so far is Jay, maybe cuz he looks the mildest... HAHA LOL.
It sounds weird!
Jay's voice is, in my opinion, the best. He can make this floaty voice too if he wants ^^

Hmm.. anw, I am feeling kinda hyped cuz there is Shining Legacy l8r
and IT'S FRIDAY!
Any idea how relieved I was to end this week??!

PHEW! I am so glad that things worked quite in my way this week.
:D

except for the fact that someone took my phone.
HAHA

2011-09-16T10:03:00.004+08:00

WTF.
I think I have phone withdrawal symptoms.
yesterday, some retarded ass went to move my bag! & underneath my bag was my phone.

ok, it's partially my fault cuz I should have quickly put it inside,
but then Mr Mun was furiously shouting at us, and I only realised that my phone was in
a very conspicuous place when I looked back,
so of course no time luh!

so when I wanted so badly to find my phone and some people told me to go study first,
I was seriously pissed.
thinking in their shoes, I know it's for my good.
But obv, exams pales in comparison to my phone.
But I also can't express my true feelings for fear that everyone's mental state for the exam will be ruined also wad. I was quite suppressed ytd actually.
sigh.

& worse of all, the uncle at the general office said this:
"Treat this as a good lesson. Who ask you no put in bag. so careless. Hopefully the auntie kind enough to keep you back."

First of all, why should the auntie keep me back? o.o
Second, he is rubbing salt into my wounds.
If If If, so many Ifs in the world. IF I had known, I would definitely just heck care Mr Mun
and said "I have to keep my phone" and nothing would go wrong.
IF the person wasn't so meddling and RUDE that he/she actually MOVED my belongings
without ANY NOTICE AT ALL, this wouldn't have happened cuz

THE PHONE WILL STILL BE SAFE UNDERNEATH!

No students can walk past that area isn't it?
So I bet it shouldn't have been the lower sec.
But I don't dare openly claim it's the teachers -,-
Who knows "one of them has bad eyesight and accidentally kicked it"
-,-

Anyway, I am in a very dark place now.
I feel kinda useless cuz this is the first time I lost something and didn't find it.
I actually lost my wallet and phones a few times, even a library book this year.
& I had this definite feeling that someone will return it.
& I WAS RIGHT.

BUT NOW??? I need that kind soul too ok!
I need himmmm! I need him to return the Phone!
So God please luh! If you think this is helping me focus cuz I can't use the IPhone anymore,
you are very wrong.
Send one angel down and give my phone back.

My Iphone has songs that I like, photos waiting for me to upload,
lyrics for my upcoming singing sessions with YL, contacts, GAMES and basically, my entertainment is there. MOST IMPORTANTLY, there is Safari for me to do my research anywhere at all.

& lastly, I can't face this reality at all. I can't tell my popo
cuz I know she's going to say what others will say. on top of that mention
" You never treasure. You will not get anything from me again."

Ugh! I can imagine it already!

So wondering why I'm blogging when I should be taking an exam??
Cuz I FELL SICK.
I have mindblock, and I feel queasy and uneasy all over.
My head is THUMPING and I can barely stand up str8.
So I didn't go to school at all, I'll be going to the doctor anyway...

IF I had my phone, I'm going to download FML app and note this down.
IF I had my phone, I'm going to send smses all over the world that I am so happy cuz I got it back. :'(
Well , I think this post is alittle too negative,
so
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:D

BB. The smiley is fake. Inside me, I'm these

o.o??

:((((

x(((

-,-"

Have a gr8 day and remember, ignore angry teachers and just do everything to make sure your phone is fine. :)

good fengshui

2011-09-14T12:54:00.005+08:00

It is 1.30 now! & I think yesterday is going to repeat itself LOL.
Anyway , can't help it HAHA
I'm going to surf the net a while more before going to sleep!
& it's such wonderful weather too, it's raining mad now & I'm loving it :D

OK. Today's Bio paper wasn't that bad, I finished it in RECORD TIMING TOO WTF!
the two prelim papers I've taken so far seems like a three-step race!
HAHA!
Hmm.. did nothing much so far. Btw "Don't Cry For Me Argentina" is currently on my repeat.
Esp. Andre Rieu's version!
I am stupefied ! how in the worrrrld do those Sopranos lift their voices?!!
WTF.

Go and check out her voice! It's pitch-perfect, powerful, and so..crisp.. can I use this adj for voices?? haha xD singing is just a powerful way of sending a message.
Singing just grips you by the heart and makes sure every word gets in there.
It's wonderful! :D

But it isn't for my gran, cuz my voice just trip off like a string on the violin go wrong when I try for the soprano part!
overestimating myself! ^^ HAHA!
Hmm.... thinking abt it.. pop singers this days have it so bloody good.
They aren't that talented either,
I mean, those songs they sing aren't that difficult to sing either right?? 0_0
just compare Selena Gomez to... any oldie.
You'll see the talent difference bcuz she can't even get her own song right :-/

BUT NOT DEMI LOVATO'S :3 Her's is real talent :D

OK..: / & I wanna tell you smth creepy.
I have this mermaid collage that I did. and it's cute.
It has pink beads for the corals and I used real silver chloride paper for the seaweed!
Plus a brown bow for the hair.

& my gran went to IPoh and told me that the fengshui master told her abt it.
She didn't utter a single word abt the house.
& he began to give us an analysis of the house.
HOW COULD HE POSSIBLY KNOWWW WTFFF??!
anyway, he told my gran what can be done to improve the (alr-good) fengshui in my house.
& so far... I seem to be the problem. o.o

Apparently, the photos I hang on the glass, incl the mermaid and my caricature,
looks like a clown. o.o & is spoiling the good fengshui :(
AND WHEN I GOT HOME. ALL MY THINGS WERE LIKE WHAM ALL GONE!
I can't even keep my adorable+ useful koalabear paper holder on the desk.
cuz ANIMALS AREN'T ALLOWED ON MY TABLE!
:O ..... -.-?? .... xD what is this?

It's freaking scary. I'm freaked out now.
How can a cute and lovable mermaid artwork I did be a scary clown??
& the thought of clowns scare my butt off.
I couldn't sleep a wink last night and my legs chilled alittle when I walk past my glass panel.
aghh.

But everything's cleared now..so no clowns..no ghost no nothing :)
relieved? alittle, thought my resolution still stands firm.
MY MERMAID DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A CLOWN!
still, better safe than sorry. Guess it doesn't hurt to start using non-animal decors :/

Also... the little golden pineapples my mom hung out at the g8s are apparently
making our family easily agitated. and..it will make us loggerheads -__-??"
So she had to take it off. BOY IM SO SCARED.
But I don't think I'll blame my mom cuz I have always been this impatient and hot-tempered
HAHA! & my brother and me always quarrel,
but I still love my brother :3

So pineapples or no pineapples won't stop me from sleeping.

Anyway, I gotta sleep.
I'm not trying to procrastinate fr studying chem and amaths for tmr,
but I'm HONESTLY TIRED!

BB! :D

Don't cry for me argentina~

love never fails

2011-09-14T12:24:00.001+08:00

Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most

Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside

Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you

Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time

Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you dont

Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you

When my heart wont make a sound
When I cant turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this

Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life

Love is the river than flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you

three happy pigs...? o.o

2011-09-13T15:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! In case you think I was stalking handsome guys online bcuz of the pictures I posted,
I SHALL CLEAR THAT MISUNDERSTANDING!

I was planning on googling for pictures of Three Little Pigs.
& God knows why I typed in Three Happy Boys instead o.o
LOL.

Anyway, I found the pictures quite cheerful so I posted them here ^^
Not so suave but still so cute HAA.
I'm supposed to be studying for my Bio Prelims now, BUT IM HERE.
My eyes are glued on the screen =.="
can't stand my indecisive willpower!
Still , I am going to kill that paper!

Nothin's too tough for my killer brain! #isittrue?
heh, today was Emaths and it wasn't too bad.
I finished at record timing plus I had time to observe what people round me were doing.

Went home with WP and we discussed some stuff about people.
So distressing! :/
Everyone is being such a fag these days.
& I felt bad cuz WP got dissed constantly and I couldn't exactly tell the person to shut up.
Some people just can't live without issues in life =.="

After going to Fairprice to get the instant porridge(YESSSSS, I LOVE IT)
I just went home str8, thinking that I would become the hardcore mugger I should be..
but instead.....
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I'm here blogging pictures of cute guys~

WTF.

anyway, if you have nothing to do, visit this guy's blog!
I don't know him but I stumbled upon his class's blog
(OMFG SO MANY MALES BLOGGING. I'VE ALWAYS FELT THAT IT WAS PRETTY GAY FOR GUYS TO BLOG.)
which linked to his! FUNNY CRAP.

At least to me it is. Cuz guys who do foot massages for their mom....?
pretty sweet! but... o.o Well... at least one of us thinks so #heh.
Just read it anyway, haha! :D

HERE: >>
-------------------------http://pandathinkinghere.blogspot.com/----------------------------

Nanny mcphee rocks!

2011-09-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

fit one more

2011-09-09T11:14:00.002+08:00

HI ALL! :D
I woke up at 9 this morning, MEANING I slept for a whole 12 hours!
Anyway, the GLEE movie outing has been cancelled cuz Shifu thinks it's ex :(
it's $14 I think, who else can go with me???
But I guess everybody else is busy preparing for the Prelims :-/
Awww manzzz THE OUTING WAS ACTL TODAY!!!

But to be optimistic, I can stay home and mug and watch BRILLIANT LEGACY!
Xiaohuan in the show really looks like Alden!
& I found out that he isn't just some korean actor,
he's a singer and he plays lots of instruments, and best of all ,he can speak fluent english! :D
MULTI TALENTED FTW :)

hmm.. I've nth much to blog abt these days cuz I havent really been going out.
& I just feel.. so philosophical and reflective these days.
It's making me crazy!
Anyway, I've gotta go now :)
I've already slacked for like wad.. three hours? o.o HAHA!

OH RIGHT! BEFORE I GO, I need to say that I HAVE COMPLETED MY MISSION OF BEING A CARPENTER!
I fixed my grandmother's dressing table ytd!
all the hammering and drilling and stuff tired the hell out of me but it felt so great when
I saw all the wood planks go in one by one :D

BYE! PEACE! :)

I'm a weww explorer lol

2011-09-07T20:50:00.002+08:00

OMG I DELETED THE WHOLE ENTIRE POST I MADE.
& I AM NOT GOING TO TYPE IT AGAIN.
I AM SO ANNOYED BY SOME PEOPLE!
UGH UGH UGH.

So thick-skin, proud, stingy, double-standard, show-off luh in general.
OMGGGGGG

Can't believe it! The memory makes my blood boil.

ANYWAY, I'M HERE TO SHARE SOME HAPPY NEWS! ^^
today is the season finale for glee! :D
Can't wait to watch it! AWWW it's only 1 more hour away, HAHA! :D
can't can't can't wait :D

BTW, ytd was great. I went to WCP w Qiaolin to study and it was sorta productive ^^
Then, I went to Gabriel's house for tuition
& I finally understood molecular genetics! ^^
& also physics. :) I'm going to be an A student.
YESSSSSSSS I havent studied but there's still today and tomorrow. :D

a productive day

2011-09-04T13:09:00.003+08:00

feel like eating ramen! :P

my whole family is out having fun but I'm home. ALONE. with Alden zomg -.-
anyway, I needa talk about tht sense of achievement I got today..
Today started FABULOUS!
I came home fr Ziwei's house in the morning!
OMG I really love her house! :D Air con all day and night plus the internet doesnt lags :D
We went jogging ytd night anyway but we didnt run much cuz she got tired really easily :/
but I EXERCISED!
I'm really hyped that I ACTUALLY exercised! xD

anw, I'm back home now.
& I mopped the floor, threw out all the clothes I didn't want for donation
and did some spring cleaning in my drawers!
I FEEL SO FRESH NOW! :D

I'm so happy that I'm going to watch a Barbie show afterwards after I get my lunch! LMAO
ANYWAYSS, I just feel great tht I'm not wasting my life away on the comp ^^
Just wanna tell u guys how great my weekends are.
Wished I was in this kinda mood more often so I get to do more work ^^
ADIEUS!

BTW, Mr Sam leaving alr :( sad cuz I like his accent and the way he teaches is so SAGGI!
I know he's a Taurus luh LOL.
But he's so open and lively, and lessons are always so fun..and breezy!
:( WHY MUST GO.

Midautumn and Teacher's Day

2011-09-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

Midautumn:

We had English Prelims that day! After that, some of my beloved friends came to my house for a singing session! :D
It was so fun that we forgot abt time and actually went to the festival in NH late! LOL.
to skirt the long walk, we took a taxi and got there just on time to catch our seniors play Gladiators
and also to get the traditional lanterns! :)
They were really beautiful, but perhaps age has took out some fun from it.
Anw, proton , neutron and I went to the classroom for a ghost story- telling session when it got bored downstairs!
Haha! YL is a BAD storyteller! She failed to make us scared! Not only that, we were laughing like mad! LOL! :D
Anw that's all for mid autumn. It was kinda fun!
I even went for a haircut before the singing session w Felicia and buddy at lakeside! ^^
YL's dad drove me home and on the way, there was some meaningful conversations!

Slept after watching glee. :( SG deleted the whole Klaine scene -.-
WATCHING GAY SCENES WON'T MAKE YOU GAY!
Honestly, I was really upset when scenes keep getting removed!
It's just disrespect since the producers obv had a reason to include this theme into the show! Wahpianngggg!

TEACHER'S DAY!

Walked the usual route for aces day! Was so tired but sincerely happy cuz there were so manyyy people singing songs w me!
Plus, it was even nicer that I took a pic with Samuel Lim! :>
he is such a nice teacher ^^
anw, teachers day was honestly coollll!
Our class got all the teachers cards which is pretty sweet right! :D haha! :) aww i really am soo gr8ful to all of them.. :)

What's best was that there were so many cool performances! :D
The Bruno mars cover failed but it definitely had the comic effect!
That junior dress until so nice, guitar also not bad.
But the voice... LOL. cannot hear luh srsly! xD

Theres also the dancers as usual. It wasnt too bad but there was a guy who did the dance v carelessly and
It kinda showed tht the standard dropped lo.. :(
But all hope's not lost!
there's a cute junior who looks like a korean and had cool moves ^^
buddy was screaming in my ear LMAO :/

The UG DID THE BESTTTT!
SO SHUAI ALSO!! omg the juniors are so cute! They look damn serious and pro when they marched and shuffled and threw rifles in the air!
Shenwen oso! Aiyo! Somebody promoted to conductor alr! :D
Isn't it such a magical feeling when you see your lower badge taking the reins slowly,
Learning and growing with every single day?
I wished it will be like this always!^^

Yup! Thats all for these two days!
Anymore I'll post tmr! Today's an energy-vacuum! I'm so sleepy now. Nite world!

got something i wanna discuss

2011-08-28T11:58:00.002+08:00

I went to Boon Lay market early with my grandma today.
It was... not bad... saw some aunties quarelling.
It was depressing.
What's even more mood-dampening? It's when I heard TCB lost the elections!
MESSED UP VOTERS! >:(

& I just realised how my mom and ahma is so adverse to explaining thgs to me.
Then how will I learn?
LOL! Can't they give me a proper ans without feeling pissed when I ask them what vegetable that is?
& they dare say I'm impatient and hot-tempered!
Can't help but think that they are really weird and unworthy of the love I feel for them sometimes.
I just want guardians that help me on my learning journey,
not let me wander about!
I mean...freedom is a good thing, and more freedom is even better!
BUT SERIOUSLY? I WANT TO LEARN NOW AND I TOLD YOU. SO HELP ME!

WTH. Anw, I'm going to watch Barbie and the Princess of Pauper now! :D
HAHA! I'm hoping to get more Barbie CDs!
They are so magical and full of fantasy! :> I wished I was Odette or Erika :)

SMSing Qiao now, feel damn bad tht Im watching the show instead of SMSing her!
She's such a gr8 awesome SMS buddy! ^^
I'm gg to text her l8r and not stop :)
OK TIME FOR BARBIE DREAMS! I never want to grow up :/

awww pooh

2011-08-28T03:33:00.001+08:00

I feel you even though we're apart

2011-08-28T02:53:00.002+08:00

these days have been gr8!
I know I haven't been blogging cos I'm MAD PISSED with my wireless.
& I got so fed-up that I almost shouted at my Ahma.
What the hell. I love her! So I really h8 the useless wireless now.

Anw, O lvls eng oral IS OVER! :D
& I think I did quite well, cos the teachers were really ENGAGED and I could tell
that they were hooked on my talk.
Too entertaining? :D YAY!
Anyway, I sort of owe it to the two Gohs beside me, Jiawei and Goh Zeli,
cuz they were really encouraging and FUNNY!
esp. Zeli, he did this weird but hilarious BIG-WOMAN imitation!

would have burst out ROFL if not for the formality in the hall!
Seriously! it was that serious!
till I nearly didnt want to go to the toilet. haha, but it's also cuz I was afraid of the supernatural
that might exist there...

LOL.
Anyway, Goh Jia Wei is super amusing.
He is sort of like pedo YL except that he is a guy and doesn't moan so much like YL! :D
Plus, he's patient and friendly!
wow, he's like a fatherly figure!
He taught me dancing, and now oral skills ^^ what a wonderful person!

ok.

now lets move on to today!
the rest of the days were rather...PACKED AND FUN-FILLED!
but I can't describe all of them! :D
anw, I've been busy with gg to Gabriel's house for tuition.
And honestly, it's helping me luh , but I'm too slow to catch on his words smtimes.
Wished I could think faster damn!
anw, I walked to the hse myself w/o my gran and I just realised how beautiful the garden was!
there's purple lotuses and these...dentrils plants! Really love it! :D

ok, today, I went to tuition and uncle meow helped me ALOT with trigo.
I kinda feel guilty cos everyone does so much for me... but I care nuts. LOL.
ok, I care luh.
After I wake tmr, I will do work ^^

Today, Ahma brought me to JP to hunt for some shoes,
becauseeee she's invited to a Hari Raya Party!
Isn't that nice? She has malay friends. I don't :'( DANG NH!
oh well.....
I chose the school.
Anyway, my days in Nh are coming to an end,
and surprisingly, I'm starting to feel some sorrow! I don't wanna leave!
GOSH THIS IS LIKE LENZ'S LAW.

ok, talking abt shoes, I bought a new pair of RED SHOES!
They are really comfortable to walk in, and slacky... so it really suits me to the tee man!

ok I gotta stop here cos I realised I have too much to say,
too much good news to share and basically I'm rambling.
Other random facts?

1. I hate pepperlunch for dinner
2. Today is the presidential election and I want TCB to win but TT is leading T^T
3. I think TCB's wife looks...kind! :D
4. It is 3 already but I'm still wide awake!
5. Nice ladies were giving out lemon teas for free in some kinda promotion! HOW LUCKY FOR US! :D I was so thirsty and POP! (Y)
6.Qiaolin, Lien, Felicia,Yuenleng PEDO & I had nice roti prata and murtabak @ pasir panjang on Friday after our SS and Emaths paper 2. :D
Had some fun moments with them :)

ok thats all folks!
tune in for more...news? LOL. do whatever you want man. :/
I'm probably coming in to blog once a week..
so come for the music if you like! BB! :D

p/s: I love Barbie movies. I watched Swan Lake today! IT ROCKS! MY FAVOURITE!!!
p/p/s: I will marry a guy who brgs me to a Swan Lake show w/o knowledge that I like it!
p/p/p/s: I LOVE RAINY DAYS! I FEEL SO BLISSFUL NOW.

THANK YOU GOD!

Exhausted but happy

2011-08-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I seem to have found my direction alr!
I want to be a doctor! :D
I want to help people be healthy and happy. It's a gr8 ambition isn't it! :D

Anw, I did quite alot today!
I finished an amaths paper frm Zhonghua,
Did a chem mcq paper, arranged my amaths papers and organized my homework file!
I still have alot left to do tho!
Chinese worksheet, phys worksheetSSSSS
and all the other tys I haven't done yet!

Busy busy busy. I am trying to be as strong as I can to protect this dream I have!
Nothing feels better than when you have a direction and you know that you're moving forward.
^^
BTW, my o Lvls eng oral is next Monday!
It will be ok really :D mr fonseka is going to tutor some of us, hope it will really clear my doubts :D

Right, im going to sleep now cos it's so tiring to be so much within so little time!
Hmm.. Life is great so far. Made new friends and I ascertained who are the real friends in deed too! ^^
Alright. Goodnight world! It's 1 o clock alr gosh. Think there's no free period to nap!

MY NEGATIVE POST :D

2011-08-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

The worst feeling in the world is when you did something so disgusting in front of someone you like and now you feel like you've lost it.

SO MUCH NEGATIVITY!

Pooh humbug, I'm going to watch a movie ALONE tmr

and eat cheeseflakes while I do my homework.

NTH IS GOING TO STOP ME FROM HAVING FUN WHILE I DO SERIOUS WORK!

AND TMD! I HATE SHUFFLING.

I don't get most of the stuff on the tutorial lah WTH.

why must there be a performance on grad night?

tho I'm being such a party-dampener, this class item idea really stinks!

blame it on the alcohol

2011-08-12T23:22:00.005+08:00

Glee just had this episode where all the students were blacking out bcos of alcohol addiction.

I'm BLANKING out, because I'm not thinking!

Anw, I'm so ungrateful!

I feel like I've been going after things my whole life!

& when I finally have it, I just hate it all of a sudden. This referring to things, people or even

personal ambitions.

Take the smallest, most insignificant example.

Since the early morning, I was thinking of Californian Roll.

& I received an SMS fr my mother saying that she got me one.

& here I am typing away, giving the disgusted look to the Californian Roll.

Long post short, I need to appreciate.

YUPYUP!

Anw, dancing is horrible. I mean, it's great if you want to slim down.

I swear that today made me a mad cow. I sweated like CRAZY & I didn't stop.

I just kept sweating. It was mad disgusting.

OK. Anw, I've just realised what a nice person Goh JiaWei is. He is goddamn patient!

Hoping I'll meet more people like him in future who's so kind and helpful :)

ANW, I GOTTA GO NOW! :D BB!

SINGAPORE MY HOMELAND!

2011-08-10T21:11:00.005+08:00

HEY ALL! how is your national holiday?

Mine was PACKED WITH ACTIVITY!

First up, me and Ra found a new AIR-CONDITIONED place to study alr!

At least we don't have to go the library anymore when it's right under our noses ^^

HERE IT IS-->

Beside the Global Lounge in NTU is my beloved SAC room.

WHERE we got locked out. WTF my thgs were inside where they auto-shutdown.

Ra thought it was all good fun but I was PISSED

cos bloody hell! no one took our things for us! thats kinda selfish.

I mean, it's an adventure if like there's no one there and all,

but there is! & they didnt help us. WTF.

Anyway, we went to the NDP parade!

This year's was the best!

I think it is comparable to those paid musicals, plus this is absolutely free!

We were also treated to a spectacular display of FIREWORKS!

This year there were LOTS of the shimmery golden ones that I personally favor.

(look above) it's just like..pixie dust! :D

anyw, young NTUC had a candle moment to commemorate what it means to be "Singapore"- Continuing that spark from Generation to Generation.

it's pretty cool when you see everyone with their litted candles, really beautiful :D

we also BROKE A RECORD!

BIGGEST HUMAN FLAG!

We were given red cum white umbrellas and the crowds simply had to wave the umbrellas in the air!

& there's a helicopter that captured all of it! COOL EH?

i'm part of it, hello! :D

ok..shan't say much abt the parade cos I bet newspapers are all strangling their necks to

break all the hottest news to you guys,

so just read THE STRAITS TIME.

TODAY dedicated only 4 pages to the NDP so not tht good.

& DONT FORGET MR PRESIDENT S.R NATHAN!

It's his last parade :( LOL. it's so human to take thgs for granted and appreciate only after we lose them.

Just look at George Yeo and S.R. Nathan.

When they were still in service, people just complain abt them, or worse,

be totally ignorant of their existence!

Now that they're off, we see all the compliments pouring it.

Too late manz!

Alright, gotta SCOOT NOW!

LT's gg flat soon plus Malay O Lvls is TOMORROW.

YES TMR!

Wish me the best luck! PRAY FOR ME LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER DOES OK :D

PEACE!

I believe in god.

2011-08-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

I'm a believer! I believe that god will brg good to good and return the bad with bad!
& it showed me today!
So I thank god for showing me this valuable lesson that
will remind me never to be like such people, who treat their friends like chess pawns.
Though she's not worth it, I will still include her when I pray.
I pray for wp. I pray for F. I pray for N and Y.
pray they overcome their personal barriers to find esteems. To find wholesomeness.

Ok! Anw, I am quite sleepy now!
I came back fr NTU with radiance. It was mad, I didn't really study!
So tmr has to work! I plan to finish ALL my homework and revise phys and ss as well.
I can do it! :D
So, guesss this is goodnight!
It's a good evening so far, smsed lots of nice people who gave me a healthy dose of gossip
and horoscope info.! I really enjoy the current company I have now!
They make me feel so... Easy to be myself!
Hah! Love this feeling! ^^

Lights out, world! :D
See u tomorrow!

WP's song

2011-08-06T11:19:00.003+08:00

yoohoo! I'm uploading my recent pictures up now!

so I'm here while I'm waiting.

anyway, the past two weeks have been full of conflicts and when they're finally over,

I experienced another one in front of me.

Sigh, people are really desperate for drama in their lives.

I mean, if A didn't really started flaring up without any cause, didn't think it would have escalated.

Ahh, maybe she has some unknown frustrations.

I don't know but W isn't feeling bad, so it's ok I guess.

What matters is that she isn't affected so far.

& X made us laugh like mad yesterday! HAHA!

Hardly see him do such unglam things, but it's timely in the sense that it really cleared the bad atmosphere!

SO FUNNY! xD

OMG it won't get out of my head AHHHH! :D

too bad I didn't take a video, ah that's so bad of me :/

SOOO anyway, wanna know how thgs cleared up btw WY and me?

It was just a text fr her lah. but I feel quite appeased since Tauruses hardly initiate the solution,

so I think it took quite alot of courage on her part which was what I wanted in the first place,

so it's GOOD!

other good stuff?

WP and me went out ytd night, and we wrote three BRAND NEW SONGS!

(we even sang them out loud in the function room,

which was SO EMPTY! @@)

one for BC becuz he did alot for WP for the "operation" HAHA

but we got distracted and ended up writing abt WP's beloved! :D

& I'm glad WP is my friend really.

Deciding to walk w her and shifu and jenny in the morning really brightens everyday.

THEY ARE LIKE FAMILY <3

ok, other good stuff include gg out with Ra l8r to revise tgt,

and going out with her again on Monday to People's Park & then O.R. ^^

Things are ok so far..

hope it's going good for my readers too so far :)

p/s: my grandma's friend's son Gabriel is going to tuition me,

I hope it's really going to help me!

anw, Auntie Audrey is his mother,

and I have some recollection of their hse, but apparently they moved,

and I forgot how Auntie Audrey looked like. urgh, unfamiliarity rocks but this is really abit too much for me. I still think older people are more LIKE tutors.

cos they're OLD! feels wiser to me!

what's on my mind and heart.

2011-08-02T20:49:00.007+08:00

this is a post that doesn't hide anything.
I'm typing what I feel, and no matter who reads it, I'm not ashamed to say that
I am opening my heart here.
abbrievs. and whatever might be obv, but it's not the point.
so here goes:

sigh, one billion sighs can't express what I feel right now.
It seems that everything bad is coming my way.
Anyway, one thing I really can't stand is when people say things for fun.

Let me give you an example.
You said you were concerned abt a friend. & when I offered help,
you blame me? & even make such a ridiculous remark abt me leaving you?
call me insensitive or whatever, I just think it's stupid..and unreasonable.
I just see no reason for that.
how can someone possibly want such a horrible thing to happen to her friend?
don't you want her to be INCLUDED again?

Life isn't about YOU. It's about US, everyone.

So you want me to leave her in the lurch instead and then be beside you? That it?

It's selfish, it's sickening.

& the other type I don't like, is those who put on fake smiles when they don't mean it all the time.
If you're mad, sad, excited, show it!
Why hide anger or sadness or excitement?
& then you blame your friend that she is mean? WHAT THE HELL?
this is ironic or wad?
Want her to know? Simply wear the mask god gave you and stop putting on the other plastic ones.

Last but not least, People who think that they are know-it-alls.
STOP. You honestly think that you're a mind-reader?
Let me tell you truthfully that you aren't. & you have no rights at all to assume that -- is what
I am thinking of right now,
nor act like you understand everything.
cos that means only one thing: that you're insecure. & you are trying to make me feel vulnerable to hide your insecurity.

Sorry man, doesn't quite work that way.
I may be the weak, defenseless girl a year ago, but it doesn't mean I let you ride all over me.

I thought trying to be a good friend would be best.
I don't try to pretend, I show you guys when I'm sad,excited whatever.
True, I have more happier times than sad, but can you condemn me for that?
Why should I be sadder? Because you want me to?
or because this makes me more normal? So I can understand her better?

then why can't she be less negative, less-always thinking abt sad, absurd thoughts?

F is our friend ok. Don't tell me you know her flaws only this year.
It's so unfair! you think I don't know all your flaws? and mine?
we bloody have to accept them ok? & if you don't want to, you're just very SELFISH.
Friends are equal, we don't state "levels" within ourselves,
but it seems that what we are doing is exactly that!
People err ok. That's life. F does it, so do you, so do W and whoever.
I err too. apparently, I'm too open-hearted and honest, and it is cutting.
WTF. honesty is smth I value the MOST in my whole entire life.
& I don't really care now. I used to, but things change.
What did Dr Seuss say?

Do whatever your heart desires. Be who you need to be, because those who mind
doesn't matter and those who matter don't mind.

So what is it? continue to be pissed and frustrated your whole life at uncommon thgs,continue leading your life acting superior, leaving out friends.

I don't like her faults either, but it was exactly what you said that make me feel bad, that made me include her.

Don't change the good impression I had of you. If you like superficial people who don't let their most vulnerable side be seen,
and those that just laugh or cry their day away,
be my guest.

Friends come and go, and I believe God decides best.

Every word I type her makes perfect sense to me. Disagree?

Well.. like Dr Seuss, those who matter to me won't mind.

Want people to trust you and treat you like a true friend would? Then treat them like you want to be treated.

I mean no offense abt anyone in C.A.

But to be dreadfully and heartbreakingly honest, like you know I am, I won't mince my words.

We are being so LAME these three weeks.

realised? your actions are breaking our clique apart.

You said this afternn that it wasn't serious? WTF.

then don't make such a fuss abt me LEAVING for someone WITHIN.

xoxo, I still am in it. nothing's changing for real, it's all in your mind :)

My take on critics

2011-07-30T17:28:00.003+08:00

Omg. Omg. Omg.
I'm sorry God. I did something SUPER nosy.
& I can't write it all explicitly here cos content is censored and pple knows the link.
Anw, it's abt invading privacy lah k.
And I know that I'm wrong but I am just so curious lah wtf.

Anw, I can't be kind all the time and I'm quite sure - - won't know so I did it.
But from tis I finally learnt what a pathetic kind of person Critic is.
Ok. And I told this to wp so I'm crossing my fingers that a bigmouth like her won't tell.
(no offense wp!)
She learnt everything fr her family lah k.
& I still remembered one sentence she told me when she went for dinner with me.
& suddenly it struck me that she wasn't born to be cold and analytical and so critical.
But still, who is to blame that she has become what she is now?
She chose to follow in her family's ways right!

-.- can't explain my feelings.
Is she struggling to be someone less critical? Someone more comfortable to hang out with?
I keep feeling like she has lots of unexpressed insecurity. And that she still has some conscience and silliness in her.
Then she hides all weakness and does things tht make me want to judge her again.
WTH.
Fun to be with her lah, she can give me a new perspective and she's always up for my last-min activity.
But paiseh friend, I'm just not used to drinking your brand of tea and
I don't think that fact will change anytime soon.
Plus u don't know if she even really treats u as a friend cos benefits seem to matter more to her.

She is the model case for Overdoing rationality and practicality.
Sigh, some people try so hard to seem smart for their own good.

Now in the library doing revisions on my own.
But to be honest, I slacked abit lah. Wanted to chk out the info I got out of my Busybody Activity.
& operation X with wp will be put on hold for awhile!
In case you guys are wondering what X means? Don't look at the initials.
It refers to smth totally irrelevant so stop guessing srsly.

(it's not her fault she's brain-hollow. How people want to think isn't ur concern. Call her airhead simi? Critics never chg. Sigh.)

I sing with a broken heart

2011-07-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

Today, is the day I officially give up on guys kk.
My friends are so much better.
They sing with me and make me laugh.
I'm just going to be everyone's good friend. Platonic good friend.
Part of the reason is also bcos wanping had been worrying abt guys too, and it has somewhat affected me.

Anyway! I'm watching the channel 8 drama now and...
It sucks!

Urgh. Bb people. Know why today's post so short?
Cos I am feeling sad now.
I dont even type happy. Well well, I'm going to watch more crappy shows manz.
I'm so lazy what the hell!

Ok. Bbbbbbbbb:)

Friends never let go

2011-07-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

I was feeling philosophical ytd, but now I just feel crazzzyeyeye!
Wanying, Yuenleng, me and my beloved proton went out for dinner and it was HILARIOUS.
at first, we decided to go to swensen's.
But then, the lunch promotion was over so we went to fish and co.
But then the lunch offer there was over too! LMAO.
& Wanying was so embarrassed when we insisted that we leave. Haha!
All tauruses are like that pfft!

Proton and I had a spanking good time fighting fake sword fights!
The nice swensen's lady gave me an orange sword which I unfortunately burst.
It just exploded suddenly! Damn I was sad.
But they gave me two heart shaped flowers, v pretty! :D

Haha, anw we took alot of photos and discussed tons of stuff like most egoistic or nicest in our clique.
& we also listed the good points if the four of us... :D
Felt so SHIOK when I heard all the fantastic thgs they said abt me! :D haha! :)
I'm so flattered ;)

Anw, tmrs my Malay oral wtf.
Hopefully Xiuzheng or Beatrice will kindly give me some tips or stuff, otherwise I'm a doomed pig.
Well, I'm going to sleep NOW and wake up at 4 the next morning.
I'd be fresher and it's probably more effective that way.
Wish me luck for tmr and I hope all u guys out there are having A BLASTTT!

To do: SS notes, msp revision. Integration.
P/S- I feel so good today cuz I.. FINALLY ORGANISED MY FILES! whopper! xD

Wow wow wow.

2011-07-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hey all, it's been quite some time since I got here! Lots happened, as usual.
First of all, I was sick on Wednesday, and I was told that I may need a brain scan.
But I'm not worried cos it shud be fine.
I still have tons I want to do and I'm sure god knows that and thus, will bless me infinitely :)

The reason I'm blogging so late at night when I shud really be sleeping is cuz,
I feel so... Deep.
Lately I was really happy cos many good things happened!
I didn't really work hard for the prelims, unlike my other close friends but I escaped the horror of an over-20 l1r5.
AND I was really recognized for qualities that have always been left unacknowledged.
So I'm really glad of all the chances and new people presented to me.

Then, today I had the STRANGEST of thoughts.
I suddenly realized, that I shudnt be studying at all.
And if I was alittle bit more out of my mind, I really would tell my mother.
Except that I woke up my idea in time to tell myself WTF?
So I decided that I shall just rant to yuenleng.
But instead of getting dissuading like I thought I'd get which I also wanted,
Yuenleng told me abt her tuition teacher's student who studies in rgs who has the same thinking!
& this incredibly increased my confidence in my thought.
I shud stop right?

Wth. I can't. I am going to change my life big time now.
& first, I am going to persuade my mom to let me quit tuition.
& thanks to my hell of a tongue, I did it alr.
What's next manz.
Its not what I want but since I'm alr studying, I will do it the best I can.
No more useless tuition. I just need to do what I shud do. Meow tuition no longer meet my needs alr.
Actl it has been so since May but I didn't have the guts to tell my mom.

Argh, but I still feel so mad inside when I thought of how uncle taught me since sectwo when I struggled like mad.
My mom probably thinks I'm crazy now.
O Lvls is in 80 days and I'm doing this. What the hell.

Nothing is impossible ok. I just have to be unwavered.

We're not to be manz.

2011-07-17T10:49:00.002+08:00

Wth I'm stoked. I'm stoked but pissed!!! Can't stop thinking abt that! Wtf.
I need to be distracted. I need to do homework.
Bye-bye, I'm going to meet zhengyu, wanping and Baocai soon.
Laugh until I temporarily forget also can.
His face in my brain is just too overwhelming wtf.
Walaooooo Wpig better make stupid jokes the whole time later.
I need to LAUGH!

take a snapshot and change your point of view

2011-07-16T11:45:00.003+08:00

YIKES! :D DEMI LOVATO IS BACKKKK!
I love her new song even more! <3 LOVATIC FOREVER!
ahhhh, I'm now wearing my comfy brooklyn shirt and drinking cold milo while I'm typing here.
& it's such a nice,awesome, CHILLY day!
ok, Singapore doesn't have winter,
but at this temperature relatively to the hotter days we have,
you could say THIS is winter.

I'm enjoying the cold winds on my face anyway,
it makes me feel like, I have nothing to lose. Like I have tons of time I have to chase after my aspirations.

BTW, before MSP ytd, Wpig & BC begged me to watch the basketball tournament & so I did!

It's the first time ever.

I mean, I do watch such sports events.
Like, that time I paid money to watch the table tennis YOG match -__-"'
But I have neve being to inter-class after-school matches that isn't attendance-compulsory.
HAHA! But seriously, it's fricking BORING.
I don't really get it, & I'd rather go play basketball than watch it!

HOWEVER, I did learn smth from it.
HAHA, and to be honest I was impressed w X.
I didn't see it happen, but Wpig said that when someone dropped his spectacles,
he didn't forsake his integrity.
& HE TOOK THE SPECTACLES FOR someone instead of the BALL which was just BESIDE him!
That's so nice!
and smth else I learnt is that Wpig is so damn observant!
I mean, who looks at specs in a bball game?? LOL!

anw, I'm going to go cos I have tuition in another hour and half,
so since I have the privilege of good weather, I shall go get another nap!
otherwise drink more milo and play viwawa.
I missed viwawa for so long! wonder if my BIG2 is still as good ^^

Day out at farrer park :D

2011-07-14T17:43:00.005+08:00

Hello fellow readers! I am on the MRT now, on my way to my meditation centre at Clarke Quay.
School was not bad today.. I had some fun with Yuenleng and zijiie,
talking about blood groups and what not! :)
Really love my seat even tho it's so farrrrrr away fr my clique! Sometimes I look over so I don't miss them so much haha! Plus there's still Yuenleng :D she is so damn funny.

Ok here's her epic childhood flashback.
She was in nursery then and she was panicking with getting her socks on. But she was wearing them so slowly!
Then her mother screamed at her and say that if she dont hurry, she's going to leave without her. LOL!
so her mother go out to wear shoes lah, then little Yuenleng thought that her mom went off alr, so she cried like mad!
(imagine her with her pathetic socks and red, zippy face!)
LOL, when her mom was done with her shoes she came back and got so fed up with Yuenleng that she told her to skip school.
LMAO??!

Maybe my imagination is hyperactive but the scene I conjured in my head is so damn epic!
anw, Wanying went with me to farrer park and we ate at an Italian restaurant!
I ordered the cheeeeeesy seafood gratin :> yumyum!
The staff there were all so kind too, I made friends with of them!
LOL THIS WORLD HAS NICE PEOPLE I KNEW IT.

Btw, I'm typing this at my meditation class so I hafta make it quick.
Bye guys! Hope I dont fall asleep during deep breathing sessions :>

It's not you

2011-07-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I'm like a sadist and I really dint make the effort to make someone feel better even if that were my intentions.
It's like my body disconnected itself from my heart.
I know the importance of this day myself and it was last year on this day that I chose to be the good kind of a person.
So no matter how low I felt, I just went with the plans since it'll make ur esteem high.
But I don't have to now.
It's not about whoever anymore but more about what I need now. & since 2009, I hadn't been getting what I want. That's too bad.
Because I have no longer anything to lose if I have nothing I want to remember.

Anw, I'm sleepy! Just finished the glee rocky horror movie so I'm hyped!
But I have sch :/ so sayonara! :D

The sense of a small effort

2011-07-12T21:41:00.005+08:00

Noreen's sister has this motivational quote on the wall in front of her study desk, & I thought I'd share it here,
because I recalled that I was suddenly awakened from my self-demoralization and procrastination when I read it.

People say whats the sense of our small effort. They cannot see that we must lay brick at a time, take one step at a time

& the reason why I was motivated was because, in my head, I saw pictures of myself learning how to read the fricking clock.
Like in kindergarten, my brother learnt how to read A.M & P.Ms earlier than me.
As elder sister, I was really paiseh and quite afraid that I'll never be able to read the clock.
But ofc I did!

So my point is, no matter what country you are from and what educational system it adopts,
You're always free to learn. Never let the failure keep you from continuing to learn.
Rome wasnt built in a day and knowledge can't be attained overnight.
All these takes tons of effort and years of patience!
Time will cover all flaws, and this applies to mental achievements too.
So keep trying and when we are all older and more mature, everything seems clearer.
Let small efforts do the work and reap what you sow when they finally accumulate to something bigger or more!

This post is dedicated to a special friend of mine that
I know is losing faith. Nothing does more than action does. If you're not lazy, you will get what you need and deserve.

I like him so much

2011-07-12T00:19:00.004+08:00

Prelims disappointed me but it won't despair me so I am coming right up again! :D
You know who I really like in this world?
That's right. It's him, my beloved PIG.
I love nobody else but him alr. I love hugging him, and how he doesnt seem to respond when I am whining. I like him so darn much.

Anw, today was another fun day! But it went by very fast! No more 10th July alr :(
Days pass by so quickly! I think days are underrated. They only have like 1 day to show their beauty before they go off!
Ever wondered where "days" go? I think they go to heaven too.. :)
Haha. I have to sleep alr. It's midnight and I have sch tmr :)
Hope the results for humans will be encouraging ^^

STAY POSITIVE AND STRONG.
family and friends will always be there :)

The prince and me

2011-07-10T14:46:00.002+08:00

I woke up rather l8 at 11am today and so I lazed around,
playing some games which wasn't a good day to kickstart a day.
So I ended up beig fricking LAZY and instead of cleaning the room and doing my homework,
I watched PRINCE AND ME! Which is a gr8 movie but argh.

&i bathed only at 2pm wth. So now I'm here after my bath on a bench downstairs.
I went to Watson to get some things but I don't really feel like going back cos it's so cosy that I feel like napping!
That's so retarded! I h8 feeling lazy and useless!
But I'm tired. GOD!
So I'm going to walk home now and sleep, before I wake to do proper, normal things.
Ok, so bye! Blogging when I walk isn't a good idea :/

PEACE! :D

You can say hello

2011-07-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Am talking to wanping now.
Never thought I could click with a Gemini but I am now and that's awesome!
Guess whatever I used to thought, wasn't meant to be true.

Anw, today was gr8! I'm posting this after midnight so by TODAY,
I meant Saturday:)
I bought two shirts fr cottonon with Ziwei :)
& my newwwwwwwwwww portable DVD PLAYER! with a tv tuner wtf I'm so happy! :D

I no longer have to be angry cos there's no dongyi to watch!
Lucky me :) I have wonderful family who give me everything I need <3
anw, talking to Wpig is fun manz. We keep attacking common enemy and this feels so shiok! :) YESSSSS!

Ahh... Fun day :) thank god! Goodnight people:)
The night is no longer young and so is the face of T.H. (Wpig :) knows wad I mean ^^)

Love your wackiness

2011-07-09T16:58:00.005+08:00

Ok. In my previous post at night, I was incredibly tired so I didnt tell u what a gr8 day ytd was!
It was amazingly and to my (& wanping's) delight, LUCKY!
In the morning, Wpig & Jenny Jie was rly l8 so we thought cmi,
buttt we made it! And THAT isnt the point! The point is that we were the last pair to walk in the g8 before it closed!
Haha! & Wpig was in bliss cos we were talking abt -- when -- came!
Ok... The day was pretty packed with events and here it is:

First of all, we had our 2011 class photoshops which was fun!
But LOL, I didn't brg my class tee but it turned out to be a good thg cos the rest had a difficult and awkward time getting their shirts over their uniforms..
& the shoot was fun :D hope we all looked good, it's our last formal class shoot together so I hope it looks incredible!

Secondly, ms Adams will be replaced :(
A boring teacher who wore pink came in and she's called Ms Wee.
& she really made the atmosphere which was pretty hyped up go down cos of her over-seriousness -__-"
Sigh. & when she's explaining, I got pretty bored. Ms Adams spoiled us with her drama voice! :) I miss her!
& Xiuzheng suddenly became high or smth and started to be really funny! LMAO that's fricking RARE but it's gr8 :D
I'm awesome. That's my adjective when ms wee told me to intro myself,
randomly,bt of nowhere, Xiuzheng suddenly shouted ' annoying alicia' LOL
Joker shud srsly be here ok. Think she'd get 电到 AHA! xD

Third, before msp, me and wanping sang in the canteen!
It was fun tho people could hear us, but I wasnt embarrassed cos I think we had tons of funny moments! <3

Fourth, msp was quite ok.. Practiced alittle of oral before Cikgu announced our resultsxcz.
DAMN! I really thought I nailed it cos Wpig said she thought I finished it perfectly. So damn damn damn!
& here's what Cikgu said..

" Alicia, you got a c5. Your reading was good but the conversation.. Pulled you down. Cikgu believes in you.
Somewhere in you I know that there's this SPARK. you have potential!
I felt that in sec 3 you let you just let go and gave up. Alicia, I believe in you, you really can do better!"

Ok, this really touched me. But where the bloody hell is my SPARK?
I want my SPARK back ok. I need practice. & the c5 traumatized me damn.
Am I demoralized? I dno.. Wtf. I'm going to hunt it down like a dog ok.
I'm going to be like a golden retriever, a puppy golden retriever with a gr8 nose.
I'm going to get my spark back and be a glorious fire!
& in prelims 2, I'll burn the whole class with my fire.
I will get an A lah wtf!

Ok, after msp, wanping and I went to the canteen w/o the rest,sat 154 afterwards..
& talked for abit before we slept cos we're both tired.
Then I went to her hse to watch tongyi!
Her house smells weird! I kept smelling chocolate fumes and B.O smells LOL!
But it's fun, I love the kitchen! It's white and cosy~
We went to the library afterward cos her bro had priv tuition so Siam loh!
Even went to spend money at ntuc ;D & shared our fantasies SQUEALS!
I've always fantasized of having a big bear I could pretend is a guy and hug it. Wpig too! :D haha!
Omg, embarrassing to write here anot uh?

Then... We went to the garden beside the swimming pool to get the atmosphere.
Brilliant! That's my fantasy too! :)
Anw, to our horror, people from the second floor were looking down at us when we were singing.
OMG! hope they don't stomp us manz! Embarrassing ttm!!!
But honestly, I had a blast singing cos I sang all my sadness out alr!
I even had a cup of frozen yogurt with me and it was peach flavored.
So I felt blissful~ :>

Ok! It's a lucky day & I give all credits to wanping, god and my grandmother! ^^

had fun with the real you

2011-07-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today's post will just be pictures.

cos pictures say a thousand words,

so myblog is probably flooded alr. ok actl,it's bcuz I'm tired.

TODAY WAS SO MUCH FUN WITH WANPING!

I really enjoyed myself :D

Apart from Jianyi, Wanping is the ONLY person I really feel is fun to sing with.

Seriously, singing with these two is the MOST amazing thing in the world.

It's like, I'm suddenly lifted higher!

OK? & EXAMS AND ORAL RESULTS WON'T BE AFFECTING ME TONIGHT.

COS TONIGHT, IS GOING TO BE JUST ME AND MY BED.

NOTHING ELSE.

IM JUST GOING TO SLEEP AND DO STUFF TOMORROW.

phew, exhausted with all that singing! :D

I'm going to blog abt my evening with wpig tmr morning :)

ok...so goodnight! :D

singing with wanping @ centris.

LOL we did smth terrible, elabor8 tmr!

making a fool out of myself at the attic where some food is kept LOL.

It was so RETARDED having to bend to eat my noodles!

a picture I took with buddy on tuesday I think.. :)

YUENLENG! our adv @ Blk 400...remember? details on a recent post ^^

talking to some guy who didnt show his face.

& I thought the site was to make friends LOL. how stupid is that LOL!

if you're wondering why I'm laughing, it's because he commented on how nice my purple wall color was.

THAT'S SO RANDOM~

ok...I'm srsly sleepy right now!

Adieus everyone! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS AFTER THIS!

PEACE OUT! :D

End of prelims! :D

2011-07-07T15:32:00.003+08:00

Sup yo! :D I am now at the CBD and eating at hans. ALONE.
yeap, cos I'm here for my meditation but my exams ended alr, so I came here early. Too early!
Oh well.. :) at least I get to indulge in my plate of salmon spaghetti :D
It's been long since I ate properly.

In a while I will be going to my moms new office! Yay! No more tall,bulky cartons around! ;)
Anw, the CBD is really quiet nw since everyone is in the office, but there's some old people eating and talking.
There's even a father and son! The son so cute, help the dad arrange his cutlery summore. That's nice. Wished I had someone to arrange my cutlery.

Hmm.. Wad else? I dont really want to delve into my exam papers or today, cos I don't think they make such a good read.
When u read abt exams, you'll just feel... Bored. Bored out of your life!

Ok. At the mrt station, I helped three people today! I feel gr8 now :)
LOL. do I sound like the mrt's underdog LOL.
anywayyy. Two japanese elderly men approached me and tried speaking to me in Japanese.
They wanted to get to takashimaya and fr Clarke quay u have to make quite a number or track switches, you see.
So... I can't speak jap. So I pointed. & it worked! One guy knew alittle english so they made it out.
I even helped them buy tickets! Kind eh?

Theres also someone else I helped! A black didn't know why she couldn't slot her notes in for the tickets, and she was confused!
So after she saw me helping the jap people, she came to me LOL!
I AM the underdog! Nah just joking. Why I am self-deprecating myself! Haha!
Hmm.. Ok anw, I have this problem myself too. But I tried slotting and the machine obediently ate it :D
See? I'm such a helpful Singaporean! :)
She gave me a pat on my back and said "you're such a kind little girl" awww that's sweet <3
ok, and she wasn't singaporean(I asked) so she's from Africa I guess or s.america.
One day I really must go to Latin America. The people there are all so beautiful!
I wonder why... :)

Anw, hope I have created a wonderul image for Singapore on these tourists I helped today.
I love Singapore. ESP since ndp is coming, it made me think even more often of things that I should thank Singapore for.
I am so happy :)))

Btw, there's LOTS of Singaporeans making a dig at our new funpack song considerately made albeit not creatively, to introduce the funpack contents to us! WTF! why are they so whiny? I h8 whiny people!
Hello! Those people are fellow Singaporeans! It's not abt the song, it's about the spirit!
THEY COMPLETELY LOST THE PLOT. I hate critics. Their life is so WASTED. wads so fun abt criticizing?
Fine, some constructive criticism is fair enough, it's fr good afterall. But criticizing the fun pack song?? Too much??
Ok. I have to walk alr. I finished my drink so I really shouldn't be typing in the restaurant.
If I'm bored at my moms office I'll continue blogging l8r!

See ya! :D

National day vouchers

2011-07-05T13:14:00.003+08:00

Yo my viewers~ how are all of you? :D
Anyway, wondering wads with the post title right? Ok!
Buddy went to watch the ndp parade pre- with Noreen and she got some tickets! :)
Soooo we decided to use them. Today after amaths preliminary(which cost half my life!) we went to JP for long johns :P
I was fricking hungry so we ate quite quickly and talked briefly abt her bandm8s.
Seriously, THE SMARTER PEOPLE ARE, the more selfish they become.

And this is frickin RETARDED. cos when you are smart, you're supposed to use ur intelligence to help the weak, u bag of douche.
So when I heard buddy's story abt --, I was fricking flabbergasted.
Urghz. Anyway, after buddy left, I went to the toilet and someone in the cubicle next to me was talking on the the phone loudly to her friend on how everyone was falling sick, and how she is so sick and 'are you sick too?'
So irritating! LOL.
And so now, I am the apple store looking at macbook air while blogging ^^
I love my LT but air is so awesomely light! :D

Ok, I gtg go cuz my mom quit her job and is now slacking at popular so after I'm done dreaming, I will go look for her since I'm here anyway. Bye!
Wish me luck for tmr! There's two papers tmr instead of one which I had thought,
Plus for this prelims, I am so laid-back abt it that I didn't really study when I really shud have. :/
But everything will turn out fine so long as IM A GOOD PERSON.

That's all I really have to be responsible for :)

My mom is back

2011-07-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

Oh gawd.
My mother returned from Vietnam. And i have like one word for her return.
I mean, this is pretty mean.. But I'm DISAPPOINTED.

LOL! she came home like at 9 pm and I was still in the shower
But when I noticed that she was back, I was seriously alittle excited.
For the gifts ofc! But when I checked my table, there was a pale pink Burberry shirt which isn't quite ME
AND she bought shirts for my grandma and Alden like she was buying costumes for ELEPHANTS.
Sigh. Anyway, she gave an excuse that went like " you know me. When I see something I jut buy it. I didn't want to walk further you know."
Thats so insincere! And retarded.

I could tell my grandmother was trying hard to not look disappointed
& she was saying, well... You can wear it at home. xDhaha! Smtimes she amuses me.
Like, she started the disappointed thg first!

But to be positive, she got me this paper bookmark and a paper artwork(??)
Once again, isnt ME but it's better than the disappointing shirts. :/

Omg, I think she did it on purpose manz for some weird reason.
Am I PARANOID!? LOL. I guess I'm pretty straightforward when it comes to gifts.
it's harsh but I think it's AWFUL(!!!) when I get something I h8 and I still have to thank you and be courteous.
HAHA. I SOUND LIKE A TERRIBLE PERSON HERE IN THIS POST ARGH! :D
Okay! & here I was, hopeful that maybe she'd get me
smth cool like tiki sculptures or those floral hats to wear at home when I'm making videos.
Oh well. I'm going there myself next time:)

peace out! :D

turn the lead in my hand

2011-07-04T13:37:00.002+08:00

OK. I didn't tell you guys the night before abt what I did AFTER I finished the Mcguire Movie!

& actually, I was watching trailers of the last song.

& Ronnie, acted by Miley Cyrus, had her DAD DEAD at the end cuz of cancer ok?

I didn't know why I did it,

but I imagined the GO woman calling me out of my class to tell me that my parent died.

WHAT THE SHIT WAS I THINKING??

ok it's crap, but when I imagined it, it was so painful that I started crying WTF.

so my grandmother thought that I was watching some stupid mushy video.

but you got to admit that The Last Song is nice,

I watched it some time last year on the coach otw to Genting.

Miley Cyrus is so lucky! She keeps getting to these picturesque places for her shootings!

Hanah Montana the movie is equally gr8 too,

but they're all like for children, so lots of my friends didn't like it.

but I liked it cuz it's so perfect! everything ends out well in the end, and someone died,

but at least her life is back right again :)

OK WHY AM I HERE?

I have to do homework and revisions. My Prelims isn't over,

bt I'mslacking alr and I h8 it when I slack.

I didn't do much for prelims, why am I so lackadaisical?

hmm...speaking abt lackadaisical, I remembered when Mdm Ruby Ng from XNPS first

said that to me.

I was hurt ok. But what could I do? I inherited this from my both equally lazy parents!

tough trying to be more uptight and time-aware... :(

ALRIGHT! I REALLY NEED TO GO!

Before that, here are some pictures from the last song :D

stop that stop that!

2011-07-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

hi im here cos im reminded of this retarded thg that happened ytd which starts me up!

this is a cartoon I'd like to dedicate to two friends who pissed me off

with their showing off.

I really am DEVOUT believer in

"NEVER BITE OFF MORE THAN WHAT YOU CAN CHEW" &

"YOU DON'T NEED A BIG WALLET IF YOU DON'T HAVE SO MUCH CASH"

ok? ok? so stop suggesting a place to eat, then changing ur mind cos it's too ex..?

this HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.

& I let you choose so don't try to show and tell me that you're rich or smth,

cos for me, I don't really care how rich you are

plus I don't tell it from FOOD, cos FOOD is like universal, and isn't classified by costs to me!

& for the other one, stop acting like you're the dominance or smth.

wanna be another hitler?

then fricking go off to MARS man! Earth doesn't welcome you LMAO!

plus u suck. you keep lying for attention & you think I'm still clueless :/

I dno why people want to give you theirs.

& SERIOUSLY, I can't IMAGINE some guy liking you bcuz I'm still puzzled.

WHY? Cos I don't think anyone really know you!

I, who's ME, who's ALICIA GOH, still don't KNOW you!

Show some true identity manz, if you're awkward, show it like A KEVJUMBA!<3

ok, if you want advice take it from me!

When I feel awkward, I say "I am not talking cos I'm shy!"

It's stupid but at least I don't feed some people with lies like you do!

don't fricking make up some shit to lie to the whole world.

you're a bloody witch. can't w8 to see what else you're boiling in that dirty cauldron.

I swear I won't fall for it one more time. WALAO YOU'RE SO CONTRADICTORY

THAT IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD FOR YOUR FAMILY.

I rarely write hate in my blog, but I CAN'T STAND IT ARGH!

what the hell. Time for some positivity TIME-OUT!

I shall start with this pic.

CUTE ISN'T IT? :D

OK this day is still gr8!

I thank God for this gr8 relaxing day and for the free movie on youtube.

Sigh~ I'm so blessed. :)

find yourself out

2011-07-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

AHH~ whats the term for joy of doing nothing at all?

JOIE DE VIVRE!

that's today for me manz! :D

First of all, I woke up like a REBEL at 11pm (I'm joking abt the rebel part!)

& I like,waited for Noreen to wake up and call,

and she said she wanted to come but she's still in Clementi,

so it was basically FRICKING annoying to hear this,

so I told her to come after the O lvls :)

hmm...so I slacked for abit on the bed with my precious IPHONE! :D

I watched kevjumba videos for 1 hour or so before I got frustated at my laziness.

So I called Proton for a chat abt Monte Carlo,

before calling YL & we went for an..adventure! (??) @ Blk 400-500! :D

& seriously, it's fun!

I went there on an empty stomache, but there was so many food to choose fr & I couldn't make my mind!

But YL recommended this fish soup noodles so I went with it,& the soup's creamy

& it has orange oils in it like Japanese ramen soup that I like! :D

YUMYUM:D

Then...we went walking around the area...there's tons of colorful shirts there ZOMG!

CHOICES EVERYWHERE! :D

I felt seriously FREE. like a bird in the fricking sky!

We sat on a few buses to our next destination anw, but tht place was pretty gloomy,

not much to say abt it.

BUT THE MAIN POINT IS....

I BOUGHT TWO RICHARD CLAYDERMAN CDS!

I know this might seem alittle bit too outdated, but I love Richard Clayderman!

I love old songs and their whimsical feel & I think I've said this a gazillion times before,

but I'm going to say it again! :D

IM GOING TO HEAR THEM ON MY RADIO MANZ.

I LOVE IT! <3 so excited to hear it to sleep!

hmm...we ended the trip with milk tea with coconut jelly which was scrumptious

but the last time I drank it, I had DIARRHOEA.

So I was skeptical but YL was like GO FOR IT, so we did buy it LOL.

& yup, I am not sick now :)

OK! so in the evening, I went to watch Lizzie Mcguire the movie on youtube!

YES! THE FULL THG IS THERE! FREE!

I really miss lizzie mcguire..

somehow I think 90s Disney channel was so much more simpler..

& SIMPLE is the essence of childhood isn't it?

Childhood stands for that, so Disney, should cut down on all that glamness seriously.

Make more series like That's so Raven or Lizzie Mcguire.

I MISS THEM <3

ok! enough alr! OH BTW! the reason for the Colosseum as today's picture is because,

THATS WHERE LIZZIE THE MOVIE was shot!

PEACE OUT! :D WATCH KEVJUMBA!

p/s:LOL my grandmother is faking sick so she wont have to go to work.

HAHA! guess she is like me! :D PLUS, my mom is not gone to Vietnam for a mth LOL.

SHES COMING BACK TMR WTH.

ok, hoping to see all the new shirts and vietnam-infused chains and tiki sculptures tmr >:)

Who's not sleeping at 2!?

2011-07-03T02:07:00.002+08:00

Hey wassup yo! Ok, in reality, I am not really as energetic as I sound :'/
I just crashed on my bed after I finished watching kevjumba.
HE is just so funny that I can't stop watching! & so I am now only in bed at this time.. 2am in the morning..!
Hmm.. Today was fine:)

After my trip to the library, I got all bored cos I have done my clearing up and wasn't in any mood for studying,
I wanted TO GET OUT AND GO DO SMTH FUN!
but Noreen wasn't at home cos she was the ndp practice show which had( to quote her) " had beautiful fireworks!!"
LOL. sounds like kevjumba's DAD.
Going to show her the hilarious vid tmr :)

ANYWAYYY, so I invited radiance over to my house for some fun!
But I ended up having all the fun cos she was like, obsessed with her HOMEWORK.
but well ok, I watched jumbo videos and we did some blogthings quizzes so it was fun too :>

Ok I'm going to sleep! Noreen is bloody coming over tmr cos pizzas are officially too disgusting for me.
I can't stand it all of a sudden.
& I don't know why ok. It's the bread that makes me feel sick!
Ok. Imma stop here and sleep. Goodnight my readers!
You've been gr8 I love all of you :>

The operator says the number's no good

2011-07-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

Welcome to my blog once again everyone!
Reviewed the stats today & was glad that there are so many readers today :)
Nobody really blogs nowadays what the hell? I love it so much!
I'd rather blog than eat happy meals!
Anw, almost NONE of my friends blog. That's so sad :/

I'm in the library now, loungeing in the quiet reading room. And it sure is quiet!
I squashed my plastic bag just now and the guys sitting all around me looked like I just committed murder.
Oh well. They had better stop that, so disturbing.
& I saw this guy with his feet up on the chair like some kopitiam
Uncle. What the hell? He should seriously check where the heck he is putting his feet on!
Pity the innocent who sits on the chair next :(

Haha! Anyway.. I am now into KEVJUMBA!
u shud really chk out his videos on YouTube! :D
To summarize, he is a Taiwanese- American and he does videos like nigahiga
except that his videos has more real life in it!
Nigahiga just do videos advertising made-up stuff and movies and his 'offf the pill' series is cool bt kevjumba's videos talk abt sch, and from his videos, I can tell he has alot of morals!
MORAL FIBRE FTW! :D

If you watch you'll see why.
He even has his dad on his videos. So funny! :)
I finally get the "alpha Kenny body" thg alr, thanks to Carson and after watching dozens of time ^^
his laughter is also really epic.

Ok! This post was meant to be a short one since I want to go home after I read a book,
So I am going off now :D BYE!

I wouldn't change a thing

2011-07-01T01:28:00.007+08:00

Hey guys! Look at the time now! It's 1.29 AM.
This is the time I usually sleep at recently all because of the prelims!
I came here to blog cus I can't sleep but I don't have the strength to study more physics anymore.
Anw, I missed my meditation classes today to revise.
So hopefully.. Physics won't let me down like the other subjects.
For geog, I was actually soooo blind to not see that damned question that's worth five marks!
Sigh. Careless careless!

But the past few days have been fun :D went to macs with wp and my beloved shifu ytd.
Afterwards I even ate oden! <3 my favorite!
And we talked abt lotsa stuff like phobias and guys and our obsession with horoscopes became our topic too :)

Today was really good too ^^
First of all clique atom n moi went onto Trixie's car.
Her father was SUPER. he insisted on giving us a ride cus it was raining v bad.
And he isn't afraid to show his flaws or what.

Trixie left the booth open LOL.
And Felicia realized it halfway and we had to stop in the middle of the porch to slam it down.
LOL!
and her dads response was just hilarious!
When we went off, he just had to make us laugh by saying
"be careful when you walk! The roads are very SLEEPY!"
Haha! He meant slippery ok!

Afterwards when Felicia left, I went to lakeside with Yuenleng and buddy.
I CUT MY HAIR!
Haha, buddy too! Ok but we look the same LOL NO DIFF.
Yuenleng introduced this super cheap chicken rice stall at lakeside after we cut our hair so we went there for our lunch!
And ewwww the place didnt wash their plates plus the drinkcans had SHIT on it :/
Wah yucks. Buddy liked it anw, she said she keep gg there with meiqian in lower sec.
But LOL, disgusting factor aside, the food was delicious and I even bought two plates! :)

What a fun day B)
Good things have been happening recently.
I met people I have been dying to meet. Even if it was just a glance I don't mind.
Cos I know even if we go out I won't have any more words to say to you.
But knowing that everyone is happy, you are happy, and that u r doing well with friends and all,
makes me kinda relieved that at least the going is good for us.

My reading light is so strong! I really love it, it can even replace a nightlight! :)
Shud get another one.
Oh ya! Wanted to share good news with everyone!

SOMEONE RETURNED THE LIBRARY BOOK I LOST!
I knew it! I knew that everyone is kind somehow :D
I'm so gr8ful B) but the thing is...
I LOST THE BOOKMARK.
and it really meant alot to me cos it has my birthstone on it.
So in a way, it gives me like a confidence boost In the morning when I look at it.
Serious! It works! :

Ok. At least the book is found <3

Goodnight! Peace out! :>

paramount needs

2011-06-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

Bloody hell, what's so fantastic about Ai?

Want to watch it so much can watch it on xinmsn wad.

Dongyi? It's channel U and I must find external sites,

and the eng-subbed ones load so damn slowly!

ASS. Today also the same thing, only when I back into my room then you change the channel ==

WALAO I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

I'd rather search for the site till I die then watch your mianqiang-opened channel

or eat your horfun ==

& if you don't think that you are in the wrong,

then sorry ah. Maybe I didn't state it explicitly enough what you SHOULD do.

If ever my brother grows to be someone with a stinkingly notorious and vulgar way of speaking,

or end up being ill-mannered and spoiled,

don't say I didn't warn you.

It's all because of you -__-

You don't want him to be like that but you don't discipline accordingly.

You want me to give him tuition?

Let's see ah, you keep allowing him to waste whole days and days on the computer,

may I ask when he will have the eyes and heart to see what I have written?

So shut that gap man. I don't want to listen. You're just a whole pile of thoughtless contradictions.

I kept you in my shoebox

2011-06-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

hi y'all. today was relatively great :)

met many of my beloved friends back in sch & they hardly changed!

exams were fine too BUT my SS might suck cuz I left 10 minutes for my last qn

I was like O__O

ahhh tmr is bio :)

gonna work hard. to that, I'm going to sleep now.

Rest now to work harder right?

That's my motto!

GOOD DAY TO ALL! Dragonfruit juice is the most delicious juice on earth! :D

why you gotta be so mean

2011-06-25T23:54:00.004+08:00

HEYO.

Life wasnt so good lately cos tons happened

-__- hais. I just gave a biggg sigh.

But everything will turn out fine anyway so I'll just maintain my inner peace.

LIFE IS MEANT TO BE LIGHTHEARTED AND MEANINGFUL.

So im going to do things that will enrich!

Mourning after thgs don't do much good,

but I don't know why I keep doing that.

ok bye, I feel so good cuz I'm doing geog.

WHEE I REALLY ROCK :D

p/s: isn't the cat cute? :)

2011-06-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

Hi! Silly me... I went into the lift but didn't press the buttons.
LOL. I swore that I will wake up at 6 to do my SS revision
But I overslept wth -__-
haha! I think god is telling me not to overexert so I won't! :D
Hurhur. I dno why people say haha as hurhur but it sounds fluffing cute so I'm going to type hurhur :D

Just got home fr the coffeeshop with my
Box of roasted pork rice! xD I love how to three layers work out so perfectly in my mouth.
First salty and rough, then smooth and chewy, and finally but most importantly THE CRUNCH!
Gah... I really love eating.
After I'm done eating, and when I have my break fr studying,
I shall list down the things I want to eat and do very BADLY.

Ok I shall return in the evening! Sayonara! (Y)

LOVE DEFINES. CHOOSE YOURS CAREFULLY.

2011-06-23T03:32:00.002+08:00

YO M'LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

I'm surprised that I'm still here!

I was mugging for Bio this night...but I succumbed to weariness in the end.

So here's a short post!

Today I changed my bday to TODAY just to see if people will fall for it and wish me HB.

& Proton, Felicia and me really got a cheap thrill from it LOL!

Anyway, I hear thunder alr, so IMMA SLEEP NOW.

I grew braver! Now I can sleep alone!

& I wake up and take water in the dark if I want.

All because of my late night sessions :D

I find the new roomcomfy.

It's not mine and it doesnt have proper furniture or anyth but at least there is a mattress

I can do work on and a place to sleep :)

So glad that I have my own sanctuary here :)

Next week I'm going to pack my bookshelf..

& hpefully Ahma will change her mind and let me have the room,

I feel so happy here :D

2011-06-21T17:32:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! Know why I'm here? I'm here bcos I am studying SS but I don't know how to compile my notes
So I'm like alittle put off. That's why I'm here!
But I'll pull thru, I am going to ntu for my late night cramming so I'll still get tons more studying done!
I know you guys wont even bother knowing cos it's rly none of ur business
But I'm going to have to do BIO SS AND GEOG REVISION later.
That's alot right! My brain knows, my heart doesn't. :')

Ahhhhhhhh.... Dno what to do.
After blogging shud I skip to Venice? Or continue...? Urg!
Anw, I'm rather happy cos I managEd to get quite alot done today so yeahh!
xD

One day I'm going to set up a big firm in Suzhou and be reminded of SS..
SS is seriously eye-opening but horribly difficult to memorize!
Bah! I even forgot theres still msp haha! :)

Want to get a quick laugh?
I LMAO-ed at this one just ytd with YL :D
Type " funny 911 call maths" on YouTube &...
Enjoy!

Just a pebble in the water can set the sea in motion

2011-06-20T22:21:00.004+08:00

Demi is making a comeback with promise of a new music video!

I thank God that she has the strength to prevail through all the bad shit she has suffered.

She is really a kind,generous person.

I mean, just see. She sing songs with such soul and each single song has so much MEANING!

I just added a song meant for an initiative "MAKE A WAVE DISNEY"

which is aptly named "MAKE A WAVE" to my mixpod.

[SANG BY DEMI L. & JOE JONAS!]

so if you stay on for abit, you will get to hear it :D

I haven't checked what/who "MAKE A WAVE DISNEY" is giving aid to,

but it's probably for the poor in America.

& basically the song is telling us how a small change or contribution fr each of us

can mean so much,

The Chinese says 积少成多 .

so whatever you can do, just do it.

It's for humanity. Which means it's for YOU too!

Suppose one day we get real old and all the shit gets back to us,

we'll want people to show their loving to us too.

KARMA GEDDIT? GO CLAIM KARMA CREDITS NOW.

DO SOME GOOD TODAY EVERYONE!

I feel so blissful inside when I read stuff on newspapers how people

are like giving support etcetc.

THAT'S LIKE THE BEST OF ALL OF US!

so stop hating and start loving! :D

PEACE OUT! IMMA STAY UP FOR PHYS!

Love the nightsky today.Clear and pitch-black. :)

& A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO QIU WANPING!

HAPPY BDAY!

I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS! xD